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 The holiday period my school has granted us is about to expired and all it made me realize is how much of a loner I am. Aside from our 4 days stay at Singapore, the rest of my 'summer' is basically composed of me rolling about in bed like a sloth, having a 'criminal minds' marathon with my sister, getting all fussed up at 'Candy Crush' and.. wow, I guess thats pretty much it. Seems like I'm more pathetic than I thought I was since no sign of any events that actually involved humans can be seen in my summer holiday 2013 account. Well, I've actually planned to pick up the habit of swimming and cycling again to kill time since I'm as weak as a twig. But being the lazy ass I am, everyday is either 'too hot' or 'aw, too bad, its raining, I guess no more swimming time *feigns sadness*'

The only part in my body that managed to get some excercise are my eyeballs, really, after all those wasted hours hypnotised at my macbook screen. Oh, my Mom also got us a private yoga instructor to come by every monday and wednesdays since she noticed that my spine was getting more and more 'shrimp-like'. I am no yoga enthusiast but from what I've heard, yoga was widely known to be relaxing and calm. But the 2 hours I had was nothing more than hell and torture. We were instructed to bend and twist our bodies into disorted shapes I didn't even know were possible. The worst part was I am the only one who sucked in the room, so basicallly I was like a little helpless dumb chicken clueless at every thing around me. Seriously though, how the hell is it normal for a human to bend like those folding chairs, kissing and embracing their own ankles without bending their legs? I cant even reach for my toes without cringing.

Well, here's a stream of pictures before I disappear from the face of this blog again tehee:

my .instagram. feed

these are edited by my sister AND ITS THE BEST THING EVERRRRR

was feeling all artsy at one point

unfortunate events at singapore

•Woke up really late and caught what medanese/indonesian would call 'masuk angin'  so I was occasionally 'croaking' and finding myself interrupted in the middle of talking by my own self, which looks really stupid if you happen to be wondering.

•I grew a pimple the size of a ladybug overnight located right in the middle of my nose for all the world to see. I'm not even joking , there are soo many areas that would be slightly more acceptable for a pimple to inhabited, but even my own body find the need to make fun of me. Whats worse is it's impossible to ignore since the size is just outrageous, the first thing anyone would think if they saw me would be 'oh my god, what is wrong with that girl's nose oh bloody hell!'

•A waitress at Crystal Jade restaurant accidentally drenched my glassful of soy milk when she 'sashayed' away from our table too fast. So I was basically sitting there with soy milk around me while strangers mopped me up despite my protests that I'm fine. Oh, and we also had to go all the way to forever21 to buy a top, which means I had to be seen in public with a large stain as if I had an 'accident' and getting the icky feeling of my clothes plastered to my body. At least I got new clothes though ehehe

•Since my sister had to go visit a few schools for her future academic, we litrerally had to take 16 MRT stops (STANDING THE WHOLE TIME) and walk what seems like a freaking mile to get to one of them.

•At one certain ride stop, it was on a busy hour so the MRT train was really cramped and packed with people. Since I was standing, there was this man wearing a tank top and he was grasping at the top handle thingy next to me for support. Long story short , his hairy forest armpit was  practically centimetres away from my face and my eyes didn't really have anywhere else to escape. I had to hold my breath and turn my head slightly away to avoid looking rude while my sister hides her face from laughter. But god, that was a dreadful sight. No offence random striped tanktop and fedora hat man.

•When we finally reach a school to the point I was panting and grasping my mom's arm for support cause I have the stamina of a 80 year old, the school had closed up for the day and also forbidded us to have a tour around cause we didn't make an appointment.  A day that could have been spent for shopping was wasted, just like that. I blame the waitress.

•At a mall afterwards,  there was this stall selling types of hair straighteners, curlers and hair beauty products and a lady there offered us a demonstration. I guess she misunderstood my request cause I ended up with awful  tornado curls at one side of the hair. Again, long story short, I ended up looking like a poodle for the rest of the night.

•It rained heavily that night. The journey back to the hotel had some obstacles since I remember groaning as I walk through deep puddles, reaching up to my ankles. My slippers that were initially bright orange turned dark crimson red and wouldnt dry for 2 freaking days.

that power

by: Katina

This holiday has basically given me more time to curl up in a fetal position and getting all depressed about myself which obviously is not a good sign. Most of my friends are away at the moment, and I cant drive around town to entertain myself. 

Jeez, I could really use a week at the beach right now, soaking in the sea breeze and waking up to the sight of waves rolling into the shore. Not to mention escaping from the dreadful noise of men hammering, chainsaw-ing, and other noise produced when a house is being constructed right outside my window ughhh its obvious the word 'fun' just doesn't work with my life gahhhh

look how organized my desktop is right now hehehe

radioactive

Having a really tough time typing right now because my middle finger literally just got jammed/stuck/slammed/ or whatever you call it when both corners of two metal doors in your mom's bathroom slammed into my poor finger, causing me to yell out in pain. The pain was overwhelming at first as the corners of the doors were really sharp and made of metal it made a dent in my fingernail which now has a teeny purplish bruise in it ew. Plus I slammed the doors really hard cause I had no idea that was going to happen. So my finger was temporarily in a frozen state and I had freaked out cause I thought I broke a bone or whatever but thank god it only throbbed a bit and its all fine now (so I can play the internet again hooray)

 funny how I still find the energy and tendacy to tweet even when my finger is IN PAIN

UPDATES

•I have not left the house for entertainment purpose for a week

•Pyjamas are now my everyday outfits

•My summer is not made up of beaches, swimming, sun-kissed skin, staying up all night with friends or anything with 'fun' written in it like I had in mind.

•All my friends have gone to one month long vacation and left me alone here

• That is all

 In case you weren't here during my hideous brace face phase, here's a slightly bearable idea of how I look with braces on.

See that double eyelid on my right eye? I get those weird double eyelids all the time if I wake up tad later or get abundant sleep and they usually disappear in an hour or so. But its day 4 and I'm still having two different types of eye....

 xx

Sel

hoist the colours

My sister and I did a photoshoot like a week-ish ago when it was one of her 'hey the weather's pretty good today lets drive all the way to royal sumatera and snap some pictures' moments. Believe it or not, we actually took those pictures right at our school's parking lot, where a gabijillion mosquito families seems to have inhabited since 80% of the session was wasted on me getting pissed and slapping hard at random spots of my leg. Even now as I type, I'm currently scratching hard at my 'recovering' scabs so I guess I'm ending up with attractive sexy red polka dott-ed legs this summer. Great. Like who doesn't want to be seen walking around with 2 dozen mosquito-attacked holes pfft

 

Pictures by : Katina 

My sister takes forever to edit her pictures so I might constantly add a few more to this post in the future.

And I'm ending this post with one of the best thing the world has ever heard. I'm obsessed with this soundtrack. 

we can't stop

Don't you just HATE it, when its one of those rare days you decide to go to bed earlier (like 10 pm) in hopes of getting enough sleep and expectations of waking up early without eyebags and a half-functioning brain but the total opposite happens? That happens to me all the time. There'd be time I'd find myself nodding to sleep realizing "wow, I really need to get more sleep!" or "maybe its time to wake up earlier for a change" (the earliest I rise is 9 am) and making up my mind to sleep early tonight. I'd get on bed, set my alarm to 6 freaking am (what was i thinking) and lie on my pillow, expecting my eyes to give out and sink into a deep, blissful dream about either the wonderful life I didn't have or another freakish dream that made no sense at all. Well, did that happen to me? Aha no.

I'd end up tossing and turning for hours getting all frustrated and for some reason, my AC would begin to blow the volcano's air and my comfy blanket would be filled with invisible ants making me go annoyed and itchy throughout the night. I'd get EVEN more annoyed when my sister's tossing and turnings stops because that'd mean she fell asleep and I'm alone figuring out how to perform this simple thing called 'sleep' in the dark at 3 am after 6 hours of failed attempts. The dark and the idea of 'ghosts' freaks me out so normally I'd turn on the lights and read instead, but I can't forget the fact that I share a room with my sister who once yelled and subtweeted me when I did that back then.

basically what happened these weeks:

went back to my wreck this journal and did some 'decorations.'

Tip: Instead of consuming your store-bought yogurt in the liquidy state, pour them into those ice lolly mould thingies and put them in the freezer for a few hours!

Just another selfie moment of mine.

Wedding Night- Sophie Kinsella

 Yeah don't ask me why I love doing these kind of edits..

yay nails and turquoise

This book is where 'don't judge a book by its cover' comes useless because thats what I did. The content of the book was crappy and cliche but the cover was all hip and tumblr-ish so I bought in anyway tehee

xx

GIVE ME A GLASS OF MALK

Okay.. so I did this 'whatever you want to call it' video last year but I had privated it since I realised how embarassing and disgraceful my facial expressions were. But here you go anyways.

ever ever after

 Another school year is ending, which apparently also means its time for some teachers in my school to leave this tiny, 'exciting' city and seek for someplace obviously way more interesting than Medan. Our school held a farewell slash 10th year anniversary party at Bakerzin last night which I shamelessly attended even though I skipped school that morning, facing the risk of teachers asking where I've been and me thinking up of an excuse on the spot. True, I've been giving myself extra personal early vacation since I couldn't be bothered to participate at our school's concert in fear of making a fool outta myself onstage and going through all the fuss to pick out the right costume. So, I'm known to be flying off the Penang for a "check up" (emphasize the quotations) during the big day. Which is why I still did'nt have the slightest idea which teachers are leaving and so on. 

The party's atmosphere was so 'humid' I had to take another bath when I got home since I was all sweaty and gross. We were all pretty sad to find out the teachers who were leaving since some we never experienced being their student and some  we were expecting to see the upcoming years of school but best the luck to them wherever they plan to go next!:)

And I found this video on YouTube by this pure genius you tuber (PAINT), after a marathon through his videos I'm definitely adding him to my list of favourite youtubers!

......and my blogger won't let me change my fonts and layout again.... wow.

everything has changed

can this be my childhood..

end up here

I know I just posted yesterday and the day before AND the day before. But I just felt the need to put what happened today down so I can hopefully learn my lesson. I had my last exam today and they usually start around 8 am but we have to confirm our presence around 7:45-ish so I usually get nudged out of bed from my sister at 6:30 am. But since she's blessed with a school-free week today, it's up to me to roll out of my temporary paradise.

I woke up at  6:23 this morning but for some stupid reason, I thought it was possible for me to embrace the last 17 minutes before the alarm rings to sleep in some more instead of preparing early. Well guess what? the 17 minutes slowly turned to half hour and eventually a whole freaking hour without my knowledge. Not even the irritating chimes of the alarm and my nanny's rappings on the door could wake me up. So, after what felt like 5 minutes,I lazily peeled open my eye, grab for my iPod, looked at the screen..and sprung out of bed cursing throughout the way. It was 7:26 am, the time I should actually already be in school, getting all chatty with my friends. And need I remind that my school is located in Royal Sumatera? You have to experience a mini road trip to get there. What pissed me off more is that 10 minutes were wasted on traffic jams. I mean really? Of all the days I wouldn't mind being late for school this is the day I get? But anyway, after the trafffic jam hell my driver was temporally in a Fast and Furious movie and I got there right.on.time thank god. 

speaking of food, I even skipped breakfast...

when i was your man

just in case you're having a bad day(:

really don't care

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The week is almost over and that means no more cramming of heads for 2 hours in class with a expressionless teacher patrolling around suspiscious of your every movement! That also means after the holidays, we'll all meet each other as sec-3 students with a whole new set of everything (again). That also confirms that my sister will probably start preparing to  either study overseas or procceed here.. Which again, means I'll have to get rid of my fear of darkness and get use in sleeping alone without a night light. Guess I'd no longer have the luxury of depending on her to pull at my covers to wake me up.. Sigh. So many changes.

I've been temporarily transformed into a monster with the cranky level of a grandpa this week. I've been finding myself getting pissed and frustrated at little things like me unable to untie the curtains and the internet being 5% slower. So basically, I've been barking at people, rolling my eyes as frequently as i breathe , heaving deep sighs at random strangers, glaring dead stares at screaming babies cause they were bugging me off and sulking around,yup . In a nutshell, I'm just not exactly being a good company right now. I'm relying on the whole puberty mood swings idea but my mom is so not buying it.