* Nervouss

1..2..3..4..5...6....7..8....9 ARGH!
Its useless to count to the days to the concert at sun plaza on december 15 cause the nervous shaking feeling will still be there.
No matter what.
I'll be singing The first Noel with Zennia. Well, yes i've practise at home n somewher else for countless times but even though we hav practised for hours.. noone can seem to train my stage-fright thingy.

HUH.

what i really really really really hope is that i wont b dissapointing my teacher again... like the 2 last times at cambridge n on school on d date of class party....man man man....
my face was pale
my feets were shivering
my mouth was shaking
sounds barely come ouy
face wasnt relaxed.

I hate d feeling n didnt want it to happen again!
Everytime.. i would tell myself that this time, i would do better n will at least try my best.
But instead, what i did was try my best to not look like a fool which makes me end up looking like one.
Hiiiiiyyaaaaaaaaaa..

In mom's iPhone...there hav been more than 10 videos of me singing that over and over again..
The more i practise the worser i get n my voice got more tired to sing n to hear.

I hope all of this was worth it. :)

Well it better be!