* Nightmare Strikes

I have made up some 'must change behavior' list and ' study harder' and 'concentrate more in studies' and 'improve grades' are included.

Well, i never really bother with them, i mean yeaaah sometimes in class, i kinda find myself getting al sleepy eyed and was just like staring through the teacher explaining stuffs. Ok, my bad but heyyyy, you gotta admit that 'some' lessons are boring.!

But, i didnt really know that mom would have been so 'eagle eyes' with them. Well, stuffs and rules here in my family are pretty strict , it may not be the way i want but its for our own good.

Kay', will spill the beanies.

I gotta go harder on my studies, cause my marks and grades are my only hope, UNFORTUNATELY. Good thingy mom n dad gave me another year as a chance. But if my grades didnt satisfy them.... i will be as dead as a vegetable.

i guess i will have to bid a bye bye to my beloved school and enter another school ( which will never be better than SIS) as a new student and all.

Oh GOD GOD GOD GOD! that's just like a nightmare, a total disaster! a horror nightmare that was enough to make you wake up in the middle of the night and kick and scream as loud as you can. and oh, wet the bed too.

i would 'sadly' give up my horse riding lesson if it was enough to let me stay in SIS, give away my iTouch no matter whattt!

Am gonna miss my friends like helllllll, even my frenemies, and the caring teachers and the surrounding i've been growing up at.

thats it!

this year's gonna be a challenge for me.

and oh, btw, there will also some who might be having a mini celebration that they will never see my face again. well, i am 50x happier. losers.

dang ittttt, you wont want to know where i would be grounded at.

oh wish me luck,! =(

i seriously need them. gotta fine 10 4 leaved clover and keep wearing my lucky charm even though i dont have any.