* rahhrahh rahh ah ahh.

fake smile durr.
i wuv you.r

H E Y.
im a bit stressed out right nowyy.
oh wait, not just a bit.
A LOT actuallyyy, since im pretty much a chic who gets all crazy and stressed out over a thang.

S E L I N A I R W A N : ] x

i dont think im ready to face all those national/international exams i will and MUST take at may. like ohhhmyyypicklerainboweddpineppleandbrocolli. time flies soo fast.
i rememeber, when i first entered sixth grade, i already know that i will be facing those stuffs but i was like ' pshhh, useless. i have a long year to prepare duhh. santai ajaaa xD'
but no oh ohhhhh.

waitt a milligazillion sec-
OMG. its almost a year ive been labelled as a stressed sixth grader? *dramatic gassppp*
sheezho, whytheheck didnt i realise that? dumbdumbdumb.

anddd ill graduate by wearing that merchandise and OHHH NOO i will be a secondaryyyy dorkk. and i will have to prepare for um, these things call checkpoint yeah i think . im not interested in learning about those stuffs when it isnt related to me but all i know is growing up means less ppleaaasuuree :(
this is why i hate growing up :,(

i dont know why, but there's thing about growing up and changes that i hate so much. it annoys me and depressed me so badly that i'd have attacked someone innocent like a blended papaya.

but anyway, likey or hatey, its life's law, and nothing can stop it unless one thing.
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suicide.

life will end.

goshh, im just kidding.
like EWWW. NO WAY
life
is
beautiful :)





sometimess.
G A H .

* EW SCHOOL.

*just going to spend like 8 minutes here since english wants me to makeover them with 500+ words, literally, their makeup are pens and pencill. booo*

omg school's tomorrow! YAY! im so sick of holiday , i miss school so badly :(

the lessons, homeworks, exams...

and even waking up early! i want to wear my school uniform right noww :( its purdyy.

im so happy that i can laughh crazily now

AHAHAHAHHOHOHOHUHUHHHIHIIHHOHOHOHOHOOOHWUWUWUWUWUWUUWUW.

that was a fake laugh.

basically,

i hate school.

schooollll oooohhhh schoooooolllll.

seriously, 20 days of holidays arent enoughh. gahh

holiday is a betrayer, he kept deserting me when his enemy, schooldays, cameee . sucha coward pshhh.

but holiday is much a better best friend cause he lets me wake up at 9, sleep at 1 am, and restt.

schooldays, I HATE YOU. you're my enemyy.

like i havent even done my english homeworkk, its hardyyy, 2 essayss and some questions.

maths and science, im da-done.

friendss..yeah i guess i kinda miss 'em too.

oh man, i gotta goo rushh now , english homeworks remembuhh?! yeah, i spent mah whole vacayy on Lake Toba and Paris so i had only 3 days of time to COMPLETE 6 THICK BOOKLETS.

GRR.

toodles, c ya, au revoir.

i miss PARIS :(((

its burning here in medann :(

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HAHAHAHA. well, some of you got tricked by my 'paris' thing. NO, i didnt visit paris or anything i mentioned, tasted the err foods and blah blahh..

it was just a part of mahhh 'ahhmazingg aweshummm exxcittingggg wonnddahhhfullll' imagination of minee xD

it was some kind of a dream xD well, i had some people who told me : " OMG. you went to paris?! you're sooo luckyy!!"

LMAO

im just awesome like that xD

jaykayy"

uh, where was i? oh righttt, english homeworkss

HOLYMACARONICREAMCHEESEBANANABULLFROGSPRUPLESPOTTEDGIRRAFES.

ITS 6 N A HALF PM ALREADYYY

OOOPSSS

BYE.

FOR REAL.

*OMFG, EXXACTLY 8 MINUTESSS*

* I THINK IM GONNA F.L.U.N.K :o

OMIGOSHHH~
the science exam was DANG hard!!
i think im gonna flunk, seriously :O
the 120 pages science assesment thingy i did was useless! URGH!
lost energy *wepts*

but ahh forget eveyrthing and loookkk at the bright sideee! *tringg*

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER THIS TERM! WELL NOT CLASS TESTS BUT THOSE EXAM PAPERS WHICH ARE SERIOUSLY IMPORTANT. DONT ACT LIKE YOU DONT KNOW.

ahh there,said it :] welll welll isnt it just a jolly perfect feeling?!

I KNOW.
well, if you are a stressed out student like me, not some errmmm geekos who is obsessed in learning you would know.

even though we are not flying off to some places in the world or probably just around Asia, im gonna enjoy this holidayyy-ayy-ayyy~
WITHOUT WINTER!
:'-(


Buh bye :]

CLICK those linkiess beloww~

FORMSPRING( amuse me with everything. i get bored easily :O)

YOUTUBE( blowww-ooo o o o o o o o)

TWITTER ( FOLLOW?! i only have 56! LMFAOx]

* S T R E S S E D O U T

Hah.
This is how i looked like, feel like, and act like.
like a psycho.
well of course not at school or home, but inside my private heart where i am screaming my head off .

um. so how do i put this, im not really nervous about the upcoming exams .
well except for oral exams which is this saturday since i suck at talking but well ...

i dont like the situation of exams, you will know what i mean if you were a student or better yet a STRESSED one :D

I'll just have to get prepared with the you know, written exams stuff especially Science and bahasa .
Thank god its next thursdayyy
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Get that, next thursday, all of us would be locked at one classroom which would be chilly cold in purpose witha strict looking invigilator stealing a look at us . I was unlucky last year cause i was seated infront of the desk where invigilators sat at and mannn that was creepyyyy~
all you could hear would probably be just students' pencils or pens rustling at papers, flipping of papers, head scratchings, 'ahermmm's, some ' aduuuhhhhh" s and eraser scrubbings.

and when breaktime is announced, the toilet will be packed for sure. since its banned during exam time ( which is like 2 hours or more) because there was one incident when 2 friends plans to write the answers hidden in the bathroom wall to help one another.
Wowww, smart kids XD who knew SIS was such had such braniac students?! (lmao)

Well anyways, that my mom calling meeehhhhh~

buhhhh byeeeee :D

* Hey -.-

So hello -.-

I've been thinking about some stuffs...

Well, i know ive been posting lesser and writing lesser too but welll..... P6 life isnt what you can call ' enjoyable ' nor 'interesting'.
and i dont 'love' this grade i tell youu~
i dont think im ready to face secondary.

Oh speaking of secondary, URGH.
I hate how fast time flies, months later, i would find myself standing infront of the stage with a green thingy around my neck with and a fake smile plastered on my face and that, would be graduation of course~
and lookie here, i only have like 4 more years and then i'd PROBABLY say adios to medan , friends, and family. And i would come back to visit like once every 5 months because of all those piling up stupid assignments in the future!

and i wont be able to kid, have fun and act crazy and wild because i have grown big!
i swear, 2010 passes fast.
the stuffs that happened like 3 years ago, .. it just..seems like it was just 5 months ago.

and FYI, i preferred being commented " ohhh, dont you look tinyy you~ are you p2?"
than : " Oh my, you're so tall!!and grown up too i can see!! "
YES.

i just feel like i want to live as a crazy kid forever.
No such things as secondary years, colleges, university, dates, marriage ohhhhh i've gone too far!

Thinking about these stuffs make me frustrated for no reason~

Ohhhhh i dont understand why some people cant just wait to grow?!

Ive been relaxed and happy that 'teen' life is still a longgggg way to go tears ago.
But now, the nightmarre of my life is just about to start

Hallelujah

The girl who doesnt want to grow up foreverr~
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Okay
enough with my stressings -.o

down, there is it. the vid i made last week :P

entitled : " Dj got us fallin' in love again ~ "
Hahahaaha. Yesh, another vid i could add to my ' vids made due to boredom ' :P


oooohhh btw, the ending is awkward XP

Man, the loading sure is testing on my patiencee -.-

* BIG FUSS

Its not fair. Like 100% pure not fair.

I am green with ENVY at Katie, so very puffy neon green that you might thought i was having a stupid annoying fever like what oh so poor Katie ended up with.

You know, having Katie with fever is thrice worser than what she originally already is.

Well thats what i predicted during the time she woke up in the morning 2 days ago groaning that she feels sick whatsoever. And, my prediction is accurate.

She has been hogging like a sloth in bed all day long like some lazy princess. And because of her, my parents have spent less time with me, and using their time to fuss with her.

Like now for example, this is the 7th time Mom has been entering our room this NIGHT having some long speech to her while taking care of her and idk whatever thing . WELL FYI if anyone is even listening, i am alone right here at mom and dad's room practically locking myself for 10 minutes and doing whatever thing i want to do.

Well, at least i have freedom.

LOL, okay, you might assume me as a 'always wants her own way, spoiled' brat but no.

I just take feelings a BIG deal.

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Instead of asking me how's school today after i went home, what was asked to KATIE was : " feeling any comfortable?"

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And Katie herself, have been trying on my mood recently, she has been going grumpy which i cared less. Closing her eyes at 7 :30 pm and snoozing off to sleep, all she gotta do is close her eyes since she's already at bed since hours ago. and, she's just to lazy to turn off the lights.

And what she'll do is scream for me to close the lights until she annoys me soo much that i HAVE to slam the door shut and lock it.

SERIOUSLY, move a rib! Wake up from your whatever dream! You're not the princess anymore.

huffily-signing-off

*MIxed!

So... tomorrow, SA2 results will be up huh? Well most of them anyway, but still i wont be able to see them i guess since Ms.Julie will be pulling us from classes for dance practice that we' ll be performing next week.

Gee, how weird. We're preparing for a concert during a bad time.

Well, i am just 'too' happy that those exams are gone. shoo shoo

Mom allows us to stay up late at night to watch this Phantom of the Opera Musical movie.

Its okay i guess, pretty cool, and the singers have amazing voices. Their voices ( especially Christine's melt my heart) The movie was worth watching buttttt, well, too much singing and a song can go on forever.

And the volume in Dad's speaker is making my ears ache. Especially on the shocking scene, its enough to make me jump and hit my head on the roof.

But anyways, its a movie worth watching, i've just gone through half of the movie and is already enjoying it.

Thats Christine and herrr ' Angel of Music' err whatever, just someone who haunts the Opera.

Opera, sighhhhh.

Well, thats it then.

Tomorrow's school again huh? oh i've mentioned that. well then, da da

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OK, dont mind the silly rabbit above, was just experimenting with it.

LOL ;P

* Nightmare Strikes

I have made up some 'must change behavior' list and ' study harder' and 'concentrate more in studies' and 'improve grades' are included.

Well, i never really bother with them, i mean yeaaah sometimes in class, i kinda find myself getting al sleepy eyed and was just like staring through the teacher explaining stuffs. Ok, my bad but heyyyy, you gotta admit that 'some' lessons are boring.!

But, i didnt really know that mom would have been so 'eagle eyes' with them. Well, stuffs and rules here in my family are pretty strict , it may not be the way i want but its for our own good.

Kay', will spill the beanies.

I gotta go harder on my studies, cause my marks and grades are my only hope, UNFORTUNATELY. Good thingy mom n dad gave me another year as a chance. But if my grades didnt satisfy them.... i will be as dead as a vegetable.

i guess i will have to bid a bye bye to my beloved school and enter another school ( which will never be better than SIS) as a new student and all.

Oh GOD GOD GOD GOD! that's just like a nightmare, a total disaster! a horror nightmare that was enough to make you wake up in the middle of the night and kick and scream as loud as you can. and oh, wet the bed too.

i would 'sadly' give up my horse riding lesson if it was enough to let me stay in SIS, give away my iTouch no matter whattt!

Am gonna miss my friends like helllllll, even my frenemies, and the caring teachers and the surrounding i've been growing up at.

thats it!

this year's gonna be a challenge for me.

and oh, btw, there will also some who might be having a mini celebration that they will never see my face again. well, i am 50x happier. losers.

dang ittttt, you wont want to know where i would be grounded at.

oh wish me luck,! =(

i seriously need them. gotta fine 10 4 leaved clover and keep wearing my lucky charm even though i dont have any.

* reliever?

Oh okay, its true i've been shivering since last week about Science SA2. because...

GOD I AM REALLY NERVOUS!

SO, ive been licking on candies, crunching on chocolates, slurping on ice creams and doing whatever i like to keep science outta my mindd.

Chocolates worked though =)

I tried so many kind that my tooth was kinda achingg..!

I tried the GODIVA 72% dark chocolates. It was too bitter and made me shiver more.

The kinds that look like stones......too sweet i think?

KIT KAT? left it on the fridge too long. gross taste.

the van houten milk bar i bought at a mini mart.. too too...milky

the chocolate paste Zennia gave. well, i hate paste.

chocolate candy...NO.

chocolate pocky, i dont know..it is just not it.

and finally : HERSHEY'S almond chocolates.

and, finally, this is the one.!

well, i tell you. it really did relieve me a bit. and because of that little fact of mine, ive nibbled on like 8 pieces?

teeth, sore..

shortie postie. no more timey.

gonna review for science. da*n!

buh bye

* Shoo shoo exams!

So. THIS IS IT.

Tomorrow, the torture began, tomorrow, the crisis starts. Tomorrow, will be the warning and signs of 'the end of the world'.

Everything will turn cloudy and windy. No source of happy sunlight anymore.

I will be gloomy and stressing over everything.

Mom will get SERIOUS SERIOUS SERIOUS.

sigh sigh sigh

i HATE exams! Whoever even invented these papers. And i wonder when children has started taking them

they give me the heebie-jeebies.

Whats WORSE, tomorrow's SCIENCE. SCIENCE people, SCIENC! You know what this mean?

THE DOOM IS NEAR.

ARGh, science. i hate you.

so for the past 4 days, i've been burying myself under some science books and they make me sick.

science, ooooh.

one word: stress!

GUA STRESS KALIII!!! aaaduhhhhhhhh

* Exam Torture

Oral test, thats tomorrow. geez

You know that sign, it just warns you that the torture for students are about to begin.

Well, no we werent tortured by whips or fires or swords or any weapons torturing are usually for, No we were actually tortured by this stupid thing called " exams".

Such a wonder how simple dead thing can simple stress you. ckckckkckckck.

Such a wonder to know that this dead thing is your only hope ( to go to a higher level)

You know the stapled papers which is full of unanswered questions/missions which u have to answer/complete with a pen yourself? Yeah, it can go on to 16 pages or more.

And whats worse is that, you arent allowed to ask questions and i warn you the teacher/teachers that is invigilating may be really strict and sharp You cheat, you die, bye bye.

Unfortunately, there's also 'speaking exam'.

Like what i am suffering through NOW, i was given 4 confusing crazy topics to prepare and is expected to memorize all of them , then the invigilator decides which topic she'd like to hear and you just have to spill everything infront of them. Aduh.

But the written papers is what is driving me mad to Mad City!

I have lots of stinkin' problems for each subject!

Bahasa- Please! yeah i know i am an indonesian and is expected to be the best at this subject but i am exactly the opposite. Especially the vocabulary, i mistaken some action words i've neva heard of sometimes to foods. aiyoo, parah kli gw.

Mandarin- CHING CHONG CENG CONG. i have like 123 words of chinese words that is a must to be studied. HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO MEMORISE THEM ALLLLLLLL. mandarin, might be piece o' cake at times but it can be pretty complicated too... all these curves and dashes and loops are driving me crazyyy too.

Science- what? science? sigh, apparently, i like science, but the topics we've been learning for science isnt that interesting . And, i dont really understand it. I mean, we're learning about something that has to do with capillaries and veins. Its really confusingggg goshhhhhh! , and i had no idea whats it actually about.

English- well.... well...the major problem is grammar. Grammargrammargrammer dang. I cant simply remember all the grammars i've learnt.... sheeshh. suffixes? eh, wait, what was that againnn???

Math- oooooh i gotta work hard at this lil' subject. I've many genius to the core rivals there. And even bet on one of them . My goal is to get at least 90 aboveee, at my case now, sounds kinda impossible. I've been lazy these days, i knowww

*pants. wow, looking at these problems. i had lots to do.

adios.