locked out of heaven

Imagine yourself waking up grouchily by the excited, typical screaming of your 6 year old kid as she scampers around the house shaking to wake you up. And when you finally wake up, you give her a morning kiss and make her breakfast before sending her to school, bidding her with your everyday 'have fun in school!' departure. You see her happily skipping to join her bunch of friends waving you goodbye, giving you that last adorable, mischievous yet sweet grin as you drive off. No one ever had the slightest idea that when they sent their kids to school on that tragic day, their lives would lturn upside down for the rest of their lives.

    Think of it, how would you already feel if you heard that a sadistic shooting massacre act had occured nearby your loved ones? And after all those hours of anxiousness, hopefulness and prayers, your only result is a phone call reassuring that your child has been found dead in a bloody mess. Its such a great shame on how lives are taken away all because of one sick minded armed guy who's probably emotionally disturbed or did this for personal reasons.How disgustingly selfish. Didnt it ever occur to him how his act would affect the many undeserving people for the rest of their lives?

 I just cant simply figure out just how Adam Lanza (the shooter according to sources) still has the heart to pull the trigger after looking deeply into the eyes of innocent, frightened little KIDS. They're kids barely over the age of 7 for god sake. Naive, cheery little kids we all once were happily attending their classes while daydreaming about their upcoming Christmas presents. Kids who sees life as a rollercoaster of fun and strangers as friends. Being shot to death or watching your fellow teachers and friends bursting in crimson blood infront of you is not what a childhood should be. Imagine you lying next to your bloody dead teacher in the chaotic classroom , screaming at the horrible tinge of pain all around while you cry out for your mom until the pain gets the best of you.

 Aside from a traumatic life, think of the pain these families had to endure and get over. Losing the family's 'bundle of joy' and forever unable to see him/her grow up  would probably be enough to send you to the sanatorium. All those lives stolen just for a cruel, sick man. Just the sight of little kids, playgrounds, her/his name or anything related would bring them in the state of bawling their eyes out.

This was probably taken after the tragic news was broken into them. Their facial expressions says it all.

Its just sad, all those smiling faces with a long way of future folding before the, all taken away for the most unforgiving reason.See the second blond girl in pink? She was shot 11 times.