* When Selina Irwan was F-A-T

Well, these days, IDP projects are keeping me pretty busy. Most of them have something to do with pictures of us when we were like a bitty baby, toddler stuffs like that.
And yeah, i needed Dad's help with it and i can see that he's annoyed. Since i was everyday approaching him saying that i needed help in printing this pictures blablabla for my IDP and he would say stuffs like : Aiyoooo, again? My ink is running low and the papers are almost finish... aduuuuu.. fine lah fine lah!
( but of course it was in Chinese :p)

So yeah, i was then able to have an exploration through pictures of me when i was younger and the sight of them was enough to ... to... to... aih nevermind.

SO here, i chose some ' appropriate ' ones to show. The ' unappropriate ' ones are those of the VERY BEEFY me with phlem and mucus all over my nose and those with wet drooling mouth.
Seriously, i looked like some kind of hippo-pig-cow-dog mixed together some kind of creature.

Okay , here they are~ But DO NOT compare seriously, i know the difference is just like comparing a pig to a girraffe but STILL. Its not worth it!
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Gahhh.. i SO dont remember thisss!!!

Tanjung Lesung~ Ugh, my hair was so long and black that time!!
Now, its brunette and shortt.. =(((



SO basically, the girl next to me was actually a year younger than me . But she looked like 2 years older!

Me and Katie. Yesh, katie's going to kill me =)
'Did i comb my hair? :/

Me, Narda and Naomi during our K1 yearss :D DOnt tell me that I am the fattest.
*shy smile* EW.
Jangan sok manis kauu

Okay thats the END. :D
Adios

:D

*KyuHee's 13th bday~

So, yesterday was Kyu Hee's 13th birthday which he celebrated at Pizza Hut. Well i was 1 hour late, due to the stupid everlasting traffic jam. Well actually, yesterday was not really his actual birthday, because he'll be leaving during August.

Well, i guess it can count as his farewell party too since he'll be leaving for korea -not sure when- and never coming back. Yesterday will be the last time we will be seeing him and his family. They were all really friendly and welcoming. Will surely miss them . :,(

Oh. This is KyuHee btw.

Their mom was super friendly and nice. SO is the brother .

Dextein and Hans looking at a BlackBerry i think.

Oooh yess, this is Grace. She's one of the cutest girl i've ever seen. She runs even faster than Zennia and is really strong. And pretty. haha

Cynthia and Winny.

Cynthia's obediently looking at the camera while Winny is..... i think she just caught a glance of foods again..

Grace, Felishia, me, Winny, and Cynthia.

Kyu Hee and Joan. Best Friends.

Hans and Jerrick. Idk why Jerrick's sticking his tongue out. LOL

Me and Cynthiaa!

Okay thats all~

* Goodbye..

Tr.Faye , Tr.Sandy, and Tr.Mae are leaving soon. And today is officially the last day they'll be teaching in SIS. Well, the three of them are counted as the best teachers you'll ever have and them leaving will be a hard thing for us students to face.

Just went home from their farewell party at Trattoria and gave them my last hugs. It's a sad story =(

They wont come back teach at SIS MEDAN forever.

Tr.Faye: she's the teacher in the middle. I was never been taught by her. Heard from zillion of kids saying that she's really a good teacher. She left cause she has to go back to her hometown to take care of her children after 3 years.
Tr.Mae: She has been teaching at SIS MEDAN since it opened 8 years ago. SO the school will look really different without her around. The happy looking man beside her is her husband Tr.Bernard who just got married with her . She left SIS MEDAN and went to SIS PIK because she needs to stay with her husband. But she has been hoping that her husband would one day come back to SIS MEDAN.
Tr.Sandy: She's short, lovely and hilarious! Again, i've also never been taught by her. =( She has taught MATH in SIS for i think 2 years and according to me, its too fast for her to leave!!! =( She left since she has to take care of her mom.

Well, i've just realized, that stuffs dont always turn out the way you wanted it to be. You have to face and accept the reality and follow what has been planned.

Good thing the reasons why the 3 teachers left arent because of 'bad students' or any stuffs like that!

Goodbye 3 teachers, i will miss you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much!

* Best Friend foreverr?

So, well, i was just flipping though an abandoned 'bff' book that once was owned by me, zennia and winny, like. Last year.

Zennia gave it to me last Saturday since it was my turn to keep it.

well, i dunno why but it just brings me back to memories when we were trio as tight as sisters, we shared secrets, and they were never spilled or spreaded, we always link arms together stuffs like that. just the 3 of us and no one else.

NOt that we are now enemies or no longer best friends, yes we are still best friends only our group has increased and we are not THAT tight as we were a year ago. Spilling secrets are kinda dangerous, i've told like 3 secrets and they are always spreaded and turned to rumors. Dang on it. So. ive learnt my lesson.

Our 'abandoned' bff book was not entirely filled, barely half. For a reason. SOmeone knew about this bookie and secretly scrawl on it, scribble, and tore the pages. Until now, the stooopit culprit was never found! dang dang daaang!

this book was filled with the names of our crushes, secret enemies etc, letters for each other and so on. well, of course we use codes in case some non member snoop at it.

AFter being so frustrated with the chaos that someone made to our beloved book, we decided to end our book, let Zennia keep it and just continue our almost-sistership without the book.

Well, gotta admit i kinda forgot about the book until now. It brings sad memories. =(

Oh well, am gonna give you a snneaaaaak peeeeeek

front cover.

my letters to Zen and Win , yellow: zen , purple: win

an envelope , you see the ugly scirbbling? =(

zen's letter to me and Win. The long one is for me. she wrote such a sweet letter ...awwww <3>

err...my drawing last year.

our embarrassing moments and on the next pagey, our silly pledge about how we swear to be bff forever no matteerr whatt. well, thats plain silly cause it wont last.

Win's letter to zen and Me. Winny's letter made me crack up!

Okehh! sneak peek finished, well luckily the picture's really teeny so u cant really read the letters! hohohohohohhoho~

well, welll,... ive decided that ........ will try.

What i am thinking? nopseyy its a secret. dont want your babbling mouth babbling.

*sigh, best friends forever. Forever lasted too fast.

Credits to : Picasa

for publishing such blurry ugly unclear photos.

* Memories...

Memories....Do u like them? Me? Well its depending to it's feeling. Dad has just set up some videos of us wen we were small, i hav to admit that we were super cute that time. ME n KAtie. So many differences spotted !
ME! Now, super duper extremly thiiin. B4, super duper bakpao FAT FAT FAT!!!
Katie, now, stingy, sigher, stuck up, frown alot , fat,. B4, cute, swwet, always smiles etc...
Havr u notived b4 that everything we did wen u were small could make the NOW u laugh? I guess so.

The memories i am now watching is the one i love n miss most. I wish hardly to rewind it again... miss them.
everyone was much more nicer that time... no stuck up cousins, lovable sister, laughters... so many....

bUt ther was 1 memory that i was secretly thinking always at night.
Prince .
You know who he is.
I never wonder y he would meant so much 2 me, after all. I only spent my days with him for 6 days!
But he was my dog. Even if i spent just a second with him
My very own.
I didnt just see a dog n said "thats the one i want,a dog is a dog . wat makes a difference anyway?" NO.
I had chose very very carefully until i find the perfect dog n how i know he wil change my life. But wen God sent him down...well.... no need to say. CAuse u know wat.
He...he... he.. d...-
THe memories can come unxpectedly whenevr my frens talk about dogs. Even hearing the word DOG, his unbearable cute face appear in my mind.

But i cant just stop them in doing things rite? i guess i just hav to hold on to it.

Mayb in the future. I gotta get another 1.

HEy! i said maybbb!