* Im fried :D

*pants
* wipes sweat
*drinks a cup of ice cold water
*turned on the AC.

Ohmygod~ dont feel like you're being fried likee.. right now?!
Well okay, i mean hours ago when you're still in the school field running like crazy and playing BlindMan with your friends until the stupid sun shows up and make you run for a shelter? or else you'll get frizzled up?
Well, i was able to handle the POWER OF SUNLIGHT last year but i dont why it seems like these days, i couldnt stand to hold the hot sunlight for more than 5 minutes.
I'll be filling up a plastic full of sweats by then ( exaggerating!)
Anyways~
Yeah whats with the weather these days?
When it rains, it's like Niagara Falls ( ok maybe not) , and when its sunny, its like Sahara Dessert!
Hmmm..
Global Warming? Duhh

I can reverse the time back when i was like 3 ? -- yeah thats as far my memory would go--, the weather's fine. Not that frying and not that leaky. It seems that as years goes by the more the climate changes into a WORSER kind.
well we might not notice the changes changing but feel the heat tomorrow afternoon around 3 pm if it doesnt rain an you'll know.


Gosh
i am wondering actually
that how would it be
when ill be having my own kids.

i guess we all might have to immerse to North Pole. IF we MIGHT be LUCKY that the ice in North Pole doesnt melt. LOL.
*serious face*

SERIOUSLY, i do hope we people do something about this. There might be possibilities that the future generations might not be able to see some living things we are seeing now.

WELLLL
i dont like being serious soo byeee :D

*UGLY BETTY

Holy Glasscaronni. I have such terrible news for myself.

My minus for specs have increased, yes i have know about that before i went for a check up yesterday but i was trying to keep it as a secret, and try to heal them myself. *snorts, yeah right. BUt MOM found out soon enough, thats how MOMs are, they always get in their wayys.

Everytime, we passed Optik Tunggal at SUN plaza, i would try to avoid eye contact with that stupid store, or try to exclaim : " OMG, thats mom look at that store! Lets go there!". Seriously, i hate that place. It made me dizzy , all those shiny glasses hurts my eyes more. No wonder, i always get bad results after the check up.

You know, i have done a pretty great job in avoiding that place, like for 5 months? But i know its never gonna last that long though. Yeah soon enough, yesterday, Dad was heading to the door of the horror booth, hand on the door with Katie happily tagging along. Me, i was frozen , and when i finally understood what EXACTLY was happening. I panicked , backed away an begged Mom to skip my check up. I was like : " PLEASE PLEASE PLEEEEAAAAASEE MOM! LET ME HAVE A CHANCE. JUST THIS ONCE OHHH PLEEEASSEEE.." Eyes were on me. Psychos were staring at me , but its not the time to care. Despite all my defending words and pleas Mom WON.

I barely could read the useless words that i was forced to read , i knew the results. And i have the feeling aiieeee its gonna be bad babe.

Sure enough, guess what? WHAT?! my minus INCREASED by 70! Told ya MOM. I guess God dindt hear my prayerss....aduh.

well, lets press the skip button at the scene where mom was soo dissapointed and shocked and i felt like cryyying. Its a bad bad scene.

But look at the bright side, at least i gonna get a new set of specs. Will be happy to avoid that scratchy, will-fall-immidiately-once-you-bent-down blurr old ones. It toook me hundred tries of specs to finally get the perfect one. Optik Tunggal got little specs ya know!

The glasses rocks. but the person wearing it, is a total GEEK.

She wears braces too. Yeah you know someone, who wears glasses and braces and look horrible. UGLY BETTY. Yeah thats who i am, you are welcome to call me that.

After all, thats a facttt.

Lets see the before and after.

The geek. =.='

aiaiaiiaiaiaiaiaiiaiiiieeeeeeeeeee

Now, that picture is soo cruel to see! Stop looking at it!

* Whattheheckamigoingtodotellme~

For Mother's Day's sakeeee, what am i gonna do!

Mother's Day is 2 days away and what can i give mom? right, a nervous smile and empty hands.

Sheeeeeeeeeeesh, yes of course, i had done a card in Art Class specially for mom and i wasted 2 weeks to have it done, just the cover anyway. But we only have art class on mondays, and 2 days is definitely not enough for the whole card to be finished lah!

AND, the card Tr.Roland wants us to do is this pop out 3 dimensional kinds so we gotta draw and cut and fold and color and glue over and over again.. its just toppling the works we have!

WHats wrong with plain but beaauuuutiful cards?( eh, note that, i aint saying that the card i made is beaauuuutiful. )

Sigh.

Actually, my card is almost finished, the only thing left to do is just the message, its empty.

SO whats the use of handing over a finished card on the cover. all customized and all excited to open it and just to face a page of blank boring white paper. If i were mom, i would be VERY disappointed. Because, for MOM, whats important is the message, not the decorations..

which is why i shouldnt have spent so many time decoratinggggg!

stupididiotcarelessnotthinkingstupidstupidstupidgirl.

Well, actually.. you know what? Mr. ROland gave us the permission to finish our cards today in the morning b4 the bell rings but u know me, NOT an early riser. so, i missed my chance!

aieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee goooggaaaaaa lelololeoleoleooee huahahahheeed

well, pray that i come up with something at least on saturday.

yeah i know. a post about my stressing huh? i know i know..not nice not nice

* sa1 fever

Dang dang dang dang it!
Sa1 week is almost coming! Oh no...
That week will be the week im struggling hard to beat my opponents.
That week will be the week that everything gets SERIOUS.
That will be the week when everyone will wear a frustated face.
That will be the week my feet will shiver non stop.
That will be the week we dont feel like having fun.
That will be the week everyday is STUDY STUDY STUDY.
That will be the week teachers look scary.
That will be the week i will be seeing papers with questions waiting to be answered.

Whtever..
etc.

And aside of sa1 thats already driving me half-crazy.
There still oral exam.
Thats driving me total crazy.

HUH.

I hope these days b4 sa1 n oral exam passed REAL SLOOOWWLYY.

* please please please.........

i really really really really really want to move out of this house and move in to our new house which we had waited for 3 years.
Me n Katie was really excited and happy to move there.
Our first time of moving. Sweet.
We visit there to check if there was any progress every week.
Most of my stuffs was ther now.

I just caaaaaaaaaaantt wait!

A list ( always)

Good!
1. New furnitures
2. Seperate bed with Katie
3. flower wallpaper
4.bigger space
5.nicer kitchen
6. new stuffs LOTS
7. bathtub
8.guestroom
9.etc etc etc.

BAD
1. Afraid
2.Hot hot
Thats all!
last last month, dad told us that it was POSITIVE that we are moving b4 the year ends.

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Little did we know that he is doing something we never thought of.

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SELLING IT.

we protest n complain. What?!9*^%##$*
After 3 years of being excited they ( parent) let us down this way??
idc about the buyer! I only care about MY HOUSE.

They told us that if we sell it, we will move in to a bigger house

yeh after how many years?

2 years,

NoOoO thx!

The buyer family owneda daughter who is going to get OUR ROOM furniture, wallapaper, designs and all.
Nononononononnono.
i dun want to hav someone else in Medan having the same room with me.
Selfish me...i know. ( well who cares?!)
So.....what dad did was ask the 'idk who' buyer to let usstay here for half year or so...
No reply..
still no..

NO YET!

SHESH! What joke did he want to play at us?!!

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WE visited there ( new home sweet new home).
And looking at it made me wanting to move in DIRECTLY.
I swept mom n dad's room to clean it up ( n to show them how much i love this house n care about it so they will change their mind).

I went out. the breeze was impossible! Soooo so....nice and relaxing.
ckckckck..
such a shame.
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Message-

Mom! DAD! Beg you! Pls pls pls pls pls dun sell the house! U cant let ur two daughters down cant you? PLS!

* Worries r NOT important!!!

Oh dearr.... its all bcos of ME telling mom that jane cant go 2 the field trip cuz her mom worries that there wil b accidents due to the weather these days. Afetr i told this,mom use her worried face and said to dad in hokkien.
Oh yes! You know the weather these days are not good. SO do u think she ought 2 join?
Geez, i shuld hav knew i shouldnt have blurt it out!
Their discussion continued all about wheter to let me join or not

I should join cause i wanted to,
wheter the weather is bad
or wheter the weather is good
I will go wheter you like it or not!

This was on my head.
CAuse i was secretly praying while eyeing at them nervously. PLEASSSSEEE!!!
I miss the fresh air, i miss the (sort of) beautiful view, i miss the lovely bed of flowers , i miss seeing butterflies (not dragonflies) in different colors iaround, i miss seeing horses (even though we r not going 2 see 1 in our trip) swishing their tails, and ......etc..
N it would b nicer if we went ther with BEST FRENS!
Count out the ones who r not mine again,:) (anyway thats not the topic!)

So after a few minutes, i ask mom if i can go..
ask dad
No need 2 ask, i know the answer will b..
ask mom.
So i waited 4 some times n asked again n the answer is YESSSS!!!!
Ole.
Yes mom thers no need 2 b worried,,!!

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But now, i was a lil' afraid too.
WAT IF THER WIL B ACCIDENTSSS!!????
Oh shuddup sel! THINK POSITIVE!
But i cant ! Im REALLY worried....
wat if...
wat if..

HELP MEEE!!!


SHould i choose this or...

aihhh never mind lah~