* A horror movie

Today's not really a good day for me. Not for the whole class anyway.

And it all happened in Science TIme. I didnt really expect THAT to happen.

So, the experiment we had today for science was frog's stomach cutting, so u know..we can have a view of the frog's respiratory system. Ms.Joyce went hunting for big frogs , 3 actually. Each class a frog. I dont really agree at this idea. Wrong words. I TOTALLY disagree with that idea.

I mean, isnt it cruel to MURDER 3 innocent frogs just to LOOK at their lungs and heart and etc..

A frog is enough to share to everyone right??

Whats the use of murdering a frog and then throw it away, and then murder another one , and then dump it at the bin and then murder again??

you'll just end up with bloody hands and nightmares.

Well, when science class started. The cage tat has the pitiful frog was there. Everyone crowded around it shouting and yelling, excited for the experiment. I can tell by the eyes of the frog. Its really terrified and i think it knew what is going to happen to him. Cause awhile ago, he was accompanied with 2 other froggies. And he watched the whole scene of the murdering. Oh poor little thing.

Well, me too. I watched the whole horror scene with my own eyes.

Well not really all.

When Ms.Joyce announced that its time for the experiment after some boring notes taking, many whooped and cheered. Me and Felishia, we begged her not to.

First, Ms.Joyce scooped the frog with her hand and squeezed it as it struggles so she can have the right position: belly facing her. The belly was bulging actually and i was imagining the ultra sharp scissor Ms.Joyce is about to use.

I took a deep breath and backed away and shut my eyes. I cant watch that part. I just cant.

When i move forward, Ms.Joyce was halfway through cutting and i almost screamed but i covered my mouth and tears were forming at my eyes, i held Felishia's hand tight and she did too. She was red in the eyes too.

I watch covering my mouth as Ms.Joyce began snipping the muscles and opening them , pulling out the lungs and everything. This time, tears had rolled down and so was Felishia. Calvin was looking at us like " why are u two crying? " and then someone announce , " hey, they are crying!" and everyone turns at our direction.

I wasnt even embarrassed then.

The sight of the poor frog struggling and suffering in Ms.Joyce's hand with bulging out body parts made me cried more. And then, i noticed Calvin missing. Found him then at the corner, sobbing red in the face with his prefect tie. And then, there Boin, in my right was silently looking at the frog with tears really rolling down fast! When everyone found out about his crying. he began wailing and excused himself to the boys room.

I dont blame him. Its a horrible sight. The lungs were like bubbles and Ms.Joyce was pressing it. The frog, it was red in the eyes.

After Science ended. Everyone was kinda quiet looking at us 4 weepers. People from other classes passed by and saw us. Stopped and asked.

Well, i think now. Everyone knows. The cheering and whooping ones are now silent.

And the frog? well dead.

When me and felishia went to the girls room to u know...fix ourself. Zennia and Winny followed all jolly and happy. I wonder how they can bear it. ckckckckckckkck....

I look like a dracula. Red eyes and all.

To tell the truth, i heard Zennia immitating me and Felishia.

Gosh...

*how i felt

well.. lemme just say that..,, i...i...I MISS MY BLOGGIE SOOOOOOO MUCH! u have NO idea how i missed blogging ( im afraid i had forgot a bit how to blog...)

like hey! i survived 2 freaking weeks without my family and not to mention facebook-ing, blogging, tweeting bla bla bla bla..but of course, family and friends come first!

To admit really, i figure that admitting that i cried for like 7 times isnt really that embarrassing. Because u know, its kinda normal ! i bet of u were just like nested beside the window looking out on your very first day at the sport school missing ur family like hell and sadly thinking that you wont be seeing them for like 13 more days ( just like what i did ) , u would burst into tears directly. Oh i guess right know u would probably say " nah,... such small deal... why cry?! *snortss" eh! i tell you! words arent really touching enough that the lil problemo! actions can prove it much betta..but well, if u cry a flood . Its still normal..no matter a tsunami...normal...

The way i cried is much more embarassing. NOt my silent tears, but my big hiccuping red face runny nose wet hair crying way which i did in the creepy toilet when mom called. I need some prvacy cause i know that any minute...

me: hello mom

mom: hey meii! did u have fun!

me: mom...i..( *wailinhg and sobbing!) ...miss home so much mom! ( hic)..i..m (hic)..not used (hic hic) to it..(hic)...and...andd...! ( hIC hic hic!)

etc etc etc...

zennia came barging in and stopped dead struck when she saw me in the shower sobbing my heart out. oh blush blush blush! and to make matter worse, the 2 teachers saw me too and i was trying to fake it all out by simply plopping to the bed and shrugging my shoulders saying :" well i dunno what happened. I just hiccupped while i was talking and it seems like i WAS crying but then i notice tears were coming out! no big deal.." and pretended to read a book instead.

wew.

lemme list down the times and venue i cried..( just for info)

in the toilet of SSS ( a.k.a singapore sport school)

in the bed of SSS with zennia together!

in my sleeps

while walking , just a droppp

in celine's house:

in her bathroom while bathing

while sleeping

and make it twice.

speaking of celine. She's real nice. Very welcoming. And really cute. SHe has this very attractive smile more like a gri which always wants me to pinch those chubby cheeks of hers. Her friends are wonderful too, they are funny, seriously funny and nice . But i couldnt remember any of their names cause they were really hard to pronounce...like is it...toh yong jia? or...debbie yee yue? argh im confused!

About çeline's house..or should i say her HDB flat..it's totally different from my house, much smaller but still i felt warm and comfy there since i was serviced and cared very well...especially from her grandma!

I got to experience their life though, like walking to school is one of them. And waking up at about 5:30!?!!!

Their school Da QIao was pretty cool, it was huge, every classrooms has its own projector and well some tech stuffies. If it was for SIS, we have to take turns using the projector with limited time! hiyaa...

the MPH was wow....big, although its burning there, i really love their stage. Its almost like those broadway with the curtains and all. WOW!

Their classrooms....hm...yeah i disagree the thing that they used fans instead of AC. My sweats were enough to fill up my empty NEWater bottle i had finished. And whats worse, we werent doing anything at the classes too! i almost slept at the mandarin classes, yawn like about 8 times at MAth classes, and just doodled or draw for ENglish and Science classes.

Thats all, their classes! 4 classes a day! Lucky!

They even have their cafeteria where they can buy foods, there r even foods which we werent allowed to eat at our school...bummer.

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Well, the feeling on the day we were going home was unbearable! What i wanted is wake up, airport and HOME! gosh...gosh! its been like 2 weeks i hadnt felt or heard or seen mom's smile, her playful scolding, the way she glides to the room and when she kisses m goodnight. Dad's grin, his cigar smokey breath, and they way he does his spitting voices in the throat. Katie's.....the way she slumped her potato bag kind in her bed, they way she does her ostrich peacocky voice , and our arguement! muahahahhhhhaha!

So finally when we reached the MEdan airport. We were greeted like some hollywood celebs by some of our teachers! And Felishia wrote me something!

"Hi Sassy! You miss alot of fun here you know. But i know you had a lot of fun there! Without you all in class, its really quiet. We miss you and the immersionist!

Felishia"

aw....how sweeeet of her! no wonder someone's crazy about her!

When i saw mom, i ran to her and melted into her warm comforting hug. AH, its such a nice feeling! The feeling i hadnt felt for the past freaking 2 weeks.! With Katie by her side asking if i have bought anything for her! oh , what she thinks of is her presents! not her lil baby siser coming back! hiayaaaa.... how one e.. how can big sister dont miss lil sister le..so weird eh?

At home, i finally tasted the foods i've missed sooooo much! At Spore, the food we ate were catered. SO it wasnt that great since the caterer had to cook for many people so they didnt put alll their feelings on the food! But mom's food was...mmm....( licking mouth)..

I passed the thingies i bough then

Mom: Shu Uemera lipstick

Dad: adidas n CK perfume

Katie: a charm and Percy Jackson book.

I found out that i had bought nothing for myself which i feel proud about!

I entered my room. Looks like it had ben attacked by a tornado...Katie!

Grrr. what happened to the neat room i had organised before i left for Spore?!

But ah. well. nevermind that....it just feels soooooooooooo good to be home...

Home , where the love is.!