Friday, April 9, 2010

*how i felt

well.. lemme just say that..,, i...i...I MISS MY BLOGGIE SOOOOOOO MUCH! u have NO idea how i missed blogging ( im afraid i had forgot a bit how to blog...)

like hey! i survived 2 freaking weeks without my family and not to mention facebook-ing, blogging, tweeting bla bla bla bla..but of course, family and friends come first!

To admit really, i figure that admitting that i cried for like 7 times isnt really that embarrassing. Because u know, its kinda normal ! i bet of u were just like nested beside the window looking out on your very first day at the sport school missing ur family like hell and sadly thinking that you wont be seeing them for like 13 more days ( just like what i did ) , u would burst into tears directly. Oh i guess right know u would probably say " nah,... such small deal... why cry?! *snortss" eh! i tell you! words arent really touching enough that the lil problemo! actions can prove it much betta..but well, if u cry a flood . Its still normal..no matter a tsunami...normal...
The way i cried is much more embarassing. NOt my silent tears, but my big hiccuping red face runny nose wet hair crying way which i did in the creepy toilet when mom called. I need some prvacy cause i know that any minute...
me: hello mom
mom: hey meii! did u have fun!
me: mom...i..( *wailinhg and sobbing!) ...miss home so much mom! ( hic)..i..m (hic)..not used (hic hic) to it..(hic)...and...andd...! ( hIC hic hic!)
etc etc etc...

zennia came barging in and stopped dead struck when she saw me in the shower sobbing my heart out. oh blush blush blush! and to make matter worse, the 2 teachers saw me too and i was trying to fake it all out by simply plopping to the bed and shrugging my shoulders saying :" well i dunno what happened. I just hiccupped while i was talking and it seems like i WAS crying but then i notice tears were coming out! no big deal.." and pretended to read a book instead.
wew.

lemme list down the times and venue i cried..( just for info)

in the toilet of SSS ( a.k.a singapore sport school)
in the bed of SSS with zennia together!
in my sleeps
while walking , just a droppp
in celine's house:
in her bathroom while bathing
while sleeping
and make it twice.

speaking of celine. She's real nice. Very welcoming. And really cute. SHe has this very attractive smile more like a gri which always wants me to pinch those chubby cheeks of hers. Her friends are wonderful too, they are funny, seriously funny and nice . But i couldnt remember any of their names cause they were really hard to pronounce...like is it...toh yong jia? or...debbie yee yue? argh im confused!

About çeline's house..or should i say her HDB flat..it's totally different from my house, much smaller but still i felt warm and comfy there since i was serviced and cared very well...especially from her grandma!

I got to experience their life though, like walking to school is one of them. And waking up at about 5:30!?!!!
Their school Da QIao was pretty cool, it was huge, every classrooms has its own projector and well some tech stuffies. If it was for SIS, we have to take turns using the projector with limited time! hiyaa...
the MPH was wow....big, although its burning there, i really love their stage. Its almost like those broadway with the curtains and all. WOW!
Their classrooms....hm...yeah i disagree the thing that they used fans instead of AC. My sweats were enough to fill up my empty NEWater bottle i had finished. And whats worse, we werent doing anything at the classes too! i almost slept at the mandarin classes, yawn like about 8 times at MAth classes, and just doodled or draw for ENglish and Science classes.
Thats all, their classes! 4 classes a day! Lucky!

They even have their cafeteria where they can buy foods, there r even foods which we werent allowed to eat at our school...bummer.

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Well, the feeling on the day we were going home was unbearable! What i wanted is wake up, airport and HOME! gosh...gosh! its been like 2 weeks i hadnt felt or heard or seen mom's smile, her playful scolding, the way she glides to the room and when she kisses m goodnight. Dad's grin, his cigar smokey breath, and they way he does his spitting voices in the throat. Katie's.....the way she slumped her potato bag kind in her bed, they way she does her ostrich peacocky voice , and our arguement! muahahahhhhhaha!

So finally when we reached the MEdan airport. We were greeted like some hollywood celebs by some of our teachers! And Felishia wrote me something!
"Hi Sassy! You miss alot of fun here you know. But i know you had a lot of fun there! Without you all in class, its really quiet. We miss you and the immersionist!

Felishia"

aw....how sweeeet of her! no wonder someone's crazy about her!

When i saw mom, i ran to her and melted into her warm comforting hug. AH, its such a nice feeling! The feeling i hadnt felt for the past freaking 2 weeks.! With Katie by her side asking if i have bought anything for her! oh , what she thinks of is her presents! not her lil baby siser coming back! hiayaaaa.... how one e.. how can big sister dont miss lil sister le..so weird eh?

At home, i finally tasted the foods i've missed sooooo much! At Spore, the food we ate were catered. SO it wasnt that great since the caterer had to cook for many people so they didnt put alll their feelings on the food! But mom's food was...mmm....( licking mouth)..

I passed the thingies i bough then
Mom: Shu Uemera lipstick
Dad: adidas n CK perfume
Katie: a charm and Percy Jackson book.

I found out that i had bought nothing for myself which i feel proud about!

I entered my room. Looks like it had ben attacked by a tornado...Katie!

Grrr. what happened to the neat room i had organised before i left for Spore?!

But ah. well. nevermind that....it just feels soooooooooooo good to be home...
Home , where the love is.!





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