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Heyyy! :)

so yeah, today would be my last day in Spore, well not really the last day everrrrrr but you get the point -.-

its 1 am right now here and im not sleepy at all, but the bad part is my relationship with the bed would be disturbed by hitting of pillows and dragging of feeet or noisyyyy shooutss as alarm clocks at 7 am ;(

wth, i cant even open my eyelids at 11 am! thatd be a complicated thing to do seriously o.O

im at Marina Bay Sands right now and woohooo! its A W E S O M E! too bad we stayed here for only a friggin' day :(

so anyway, my 5 days trip is prettyy hmm..interesting idk?

well if we didnt go to Universal Studios, 'okay' would be perfect, i think.

but seriouslyy its awesomeeee! and whats better is that we got express tickets from my dad's pal. the magic papers was a big advantage. we didnt have to queue the looooooooooooooooong line for an hour to be entertain for just 1-10 mins game. we had our own special queue xD awe-some

i love 'the revnge of the mummy' roller coasterr the best. OMG its so mint.

the diving and speed and um..uh... what do you call that...righttt perfect shockings and stuff

its amazinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.

for those who havent rode that ( which im sure everyone has cus im always 'old fashioned') i recommend thiiiiiiiiis!

i have to admit i was scareedd when ut dived since i am pretty bony and light and i feel like falling i swear :O

wellllll, i love the design of US ( universal studios). the shops, the details, the banners, the text, font, bla bla blaa is sooo creative.

its like taking me back to the um 80s or 70s or maybe 90s, sooo vintageyyy.

and i love the fake Charlie Chaplin xD bahhahahhha

met Marilyn Monroe, the joker, frankenstein and charlie chaplin

didnt met jack sparrow.. :( bummer...

we were about to queue again for a second thrill but then our minds went wrong and we decided to watch this 'MONSTER ROCK' musical instead and it....um... sucks...

okay, that was harsh.. it wasnt very good. thats much nicer,,

but seriouslyy, there were like alot of people with bored faces and some snozing off.

yeahh, i dont blame them cus the whole time i was thinking WHAT THE HELL IS THIS. ARE YOU SERIOUS. I COULD HAVE BEEN SEATED IN A ROLLER COASTER BY NOW. but since im such a kind hearted person and a feeling saver ( im serious xD) ,i plastered a smile on my face and tried to look impressed or interested when im my head im dying to sleep or leave the theatre....

they performed over and over again, audience by audience? :o oohhh....

okayy, dads telling me to sleep nowwwwwww

well actually, 10 minutes ago.. right now he seems to give up just walking around x) ehehhehehe

so buh byee

nightttteyyy

xx

* TOMORROW :p

YESH. One more night to sleep in and mwuaahahaha ! >:]
we are going to set foot on the heaven BALI!!

i seriously cant wait!! And when i say ' i cant wait'. I dont write that just make me sound really excited and stuff, i mean those are the type of sentences we students use during a essay regarding stuffs like : " My feelings for this holiday" blablablaaa NO!
i totally meant it!
im like ubbbberrrr superrrrr dupperrrrr crazilyy excited! :D
oh, and for christmas too! :D
though i dont like thinking how fast time fliesss :( Mom already set up and decorated a Christmas Tree. I can tell she's real excited to set up that tree though :P
hahahaahhahaahhahaahahahaha
im excited bout pressiesss~ lol just kidding, i dont wanna sound like a greedy girl~

ahhh well, hmmm Bali tomorroww... woottt~
no schoolworks, homeworks, review classess but beaches and water??! R A R E



kay byes

* Stay-Miley Cyrus ( With Nessaaaa (: )

So yeah, Nessa came yesterday and we did a short music video on the song 'Stay by Miley Cyrus'. Its a great song. Tehee x~
anyways, it took an hour to film and 2 to edit~

Yeah i know it isnt actually good or whatever but hey we tried!

Well there's actually a storyline based on this , if you dont understand the video and think its weird and confusing since you know me, very confusing~ You have to read thisss:

*Nessa suddenly calls Selina saying that she wants to end their friendship and hangs up without a reason. Both feeling sad and lonely. They recalled the early memories they had together and... um, i dont really know what happens next.. it wasnt planned yet... well i guess they both just go on and on thinkig about those memories and doing nothing about it..*

Ha, useful info huh?

And (yu gee ech 'U.G.H') you can have a sneak peek of my ugly haircut there. Boooooo

~*FACTS*~
people were forever staring
there were workers on motorbikes passing by with 'peace' sign demanding to have their taken.

Ha ha, they are handsome ( as if )

Fine, i'll stp talking now.

Oh oh oh! BTW, Katie helped us film and direct! :DDD



Yay. Blurry AGAIN.
Thanks alot Blogger.
Great help you are. -.-
bahhhhh

* dddd

Wow, changes huh?

Mom and Dad and Katie has change.
Into a...i dont know..

Katie's became boring like a no life person and Mom, just quiet. Dad? how to say it exactly...
They've been insisting they're not.

huh.
never mind .

LOL

*Cousinkins!~

So yesterday, from 12 pm in the afternoon to 10 pm at night, i was spending my time with my cousins from Mom's side . 2 of them were from Jakarta, there were the 8 of us . I HAVE to spend more time with them cause most of them will be alighting outta Indonesia for you knoww, such thing as college, studies , university something like that? yeah, most of them are big.

Well, here they are :

Tansri Vanessa: she's 12, cute and really friendly. You serve her a plate of food, it will be shining and sparkling in no time. As if it was actually wiped and scrubbed. I call her 'Ness' or 'Nessa' for short.
Mila Tj: From Jakartaaa!! She's sweet and nice. She always goes to one person and says :" wo ai ni!". Well you can tell she's very pretty. i THINK she's around 14-15. Sister to Vivian Tj ( below)
Vivian Tj: Also from Jakarta. She loves to joke around and is really stylish. She has a comb steady wherever she goes in case something bad happened to her haiirrrrr~ well i call her 'tomato' , i dont know why, just came to my mind. :p
Tansri Keumala: nope she's not sister to Vanessa. They just have the same surname. My KUMON math teacher and cousin! wooo~~

Well as far as i can tell, she has hundreds of trophy lining up on top of her piano: cooking, running, badminton, basketball etc. And not to mention a photo freak! Oh, she has also modeled in several ads and photoshoots. SHe's 19!! woooot~ almost engaged ni yee~!
Tansri Velika: Sister to Keumala. She's sooo sweet. Her voice is like an angel speaking. I never see her go mad or shout at someone. You can tell by her picture that she's really sweet and pretty. Welll yes she is! :D

i guess thats the end. i love them all :D

* Newborn!

Went to Gleni Hospital at 4:30 pm with mom and Katie to meet my new newborn cousin who was born today at 9:25 am! I especially cant wait to see him, he has been the subject of our talk for weeks and months since i noticed Aunt Ali' stomach getting bigger. And wow , was i excited, well actually everyone was. Me and Katie have been annoying Mom by always asking her about 'the baby baby baby' but heyy , i bet you'd react the same way if a baby that's gonna be kinda yours is right there in the hospital waiting for your visit.

Well, i was pretty jumpy and talkative during the trip from home to hospital and when i finally saw the baby, i was 'struck' and 'frozen' in my spot where i was standing near to the baby. OMG, he is soooo lovely and adorable and of course cute, all babies are cute. I nearly bumped the crib when i was rushing to him. He was 4.4 kg , wow.! I was just 2.7 kg. Figures why i am so thin :o

I have touched his skin and face and hair and yes its soft indeed, everything's felt as soft as clay and his skin was like powdery which is so pleasant to touch! We were all cooing at the baby, i almost forgot about Aunt Ali who was in the hospital bed looking really tired.

When the baby yawns, or coughs, or sneezes, or screams, or wails or cries or sleeps peacefully, everyone would stare at him like he's some worthy treasure. Mom and Dad must have felt that way too when i was in his case. SO innocent and pure. awwww

SO, Edbert was officially part of this world now. Brother of Yolanda and Keane. Son of Aunt Widya (a.k.a Aunt Ali) and Uncle Henry .

Well, no i am wondering. WHen the heck am i gonna let these adults trust me and lemmee have a chance to have Edbert in my arms. Katie had the chance when she was 10 and hey i am now 11 peoplee, time to trust me now!

Looking innocent and peaceful. Im dying to know what he might be thinking or feeling right now. Does he even know that he's sleeping in a looking through crib with eyes glued on him?

This is how Edbert looks when he's in a deep sleep. He's so cute and charming isnt he? :D

And this is how he look when he's screwing up his face. When he doesnt like something or when something bothers him. But still as cute as ever! ahaha.

Me admiring him. aawww. Dont mind my crooked and boney hand.

when he has been in this mood for minutes, we all guessed that he must be starving.

oooooooh..

What i cant wait for now is him to open his eyes and reveal his cuteness and of course have him in my arms. !

* I love Yolanda ~

Meet Yolanda, an adorable 3 year old who's always curious and naughty. Once she set eyes on you, she'll never stop bugging you. Tomboy rebel and has the world of her own and she's pretty clever too, call her a learning freak. You can even find her standing on a chair at some dining place shouting numbers from 1 to 10 waving like a mad toddler attracting eyes and having her pregnant mom to shout ( louder) at her and pull her down only to attract more eyes. She's just soooo sweet~ I love her.

I love the way she smiles here! Its like she's having a peaceful deep sleep on one of the soft clouds in heaven...tehe.

Daddy's lil' girl. Gotta say her dad looks really nervous being infront of the camera. LOL

I LOVE THIS PICTURE. she really makes me smile~~

Keane and Yolanda. Ok, you can tell that the sister's wilder than the brother by the way they sat. One's primly seated pressing keys while the other one is waving her arms being selfish and getting all excited.

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*grinning*
awwwwwwww <3.>

* MOM's long lost music spirit was found!

Typical boring sunday.

We barely went out from the house except from lunch since every sunday was always a day for our maids to rest . No dishes washing for them.

Reasons why i hate sundays,

i gotta clean up my own room, make my own bed , do the laundry and wash the dishes on my own.

groans.

Yeah, you can tell that i am really lazy and irresponsible , i mean who loves doing those stuffs? if you do, sorry to say but you're kinda freaky. LOL

So, good thing mom has her music spirit back. She has been staying in one corner of the room digging and fishing out old albums she had bought loooong time ago, and has been listening to them after downloading them to her iPhone.

She used to be energetic at songs, we have like 800 albums stock up in a room, different types. NO kidding.

NOW, she barely touches them ( which is now dusty ) and she is sticking with jazz.

Well, im happy for her and is relieve, finally, no more boring kinda like ' soothes you to sleep' love songs sang by chinese women that is boring enough to make you turn off the music player!

I have had a hard time surviving though the end of those songs in the car since most of the times, musics are placed there. And the trip from school to homey is pretty far.

Well, FINALLY, i am freeeee! oh wow, i felt like flying.

And so, we paid a visit to E.T 45 to shop for songs and i chose the Pussycat Dolls. Well, i havent tried them before, and trying is a good experience . Hopefully, i wont lose them and will be able to listen after the damn freaking SA2 is da-done.

Hey, gotta have my snooze now. Blame it to examsssssssssss!

Adios.

p.s, my posts are short now huh? huahahaahhahaha

* How dare she..

Remember my post about that bitch BBMing Katie etc..? Well if you didnt then you will never ever see it cause it has been secretly deleted by her.
How could she? that was one of the post i was proud of! Proud of because i had wrote it with my feelings and i did it just to help my sister but i should have knew...i should have guessed that instead of thanking me and treating me better, something bad would have happened!
Oh gosh...why did i even think of forgiving her ? Remembering all those bad things she has done to me after i've helped her and treat her nicely. I guess she didnt notice since she's too busy with her TEEN life.
why did i even think of forgiving her again and again for countless times after she has slice my heart into two every second?
It 's just...i just stare at blogger blank screen with a blank mind without anything to write, but the sudden pop of Katie's face when she talked about that bitch came into mind and ' well, im going to help her...this time...just this time'...

ANd one day, when she viewed my blog. She came thundering to me demmanding whats this about. WHAT?
is she going to thank me? keep dreaming Selina..
what she says was : " how dare you write about that!! stupid! its suppose to be a secret! you cant keep a secret! hate you!"
what? she never said that! How dare she make things up just to cover her errors! im 100% sure she didnt say that!
grr..

and the next day...when i was still lying on the carpet watching iCarly show on Nickelodeon, she suddenly came marching to me : " you know your post about that? well i delete it already! huh!"

( i went white..) " what? draft or delete!!??"

" DELETE"

"WHY?"

"because i want to"

" how dare you open my account!"

and then i went away!

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She is the one who makes my life miserable.
And she is the reason of the teardrops in my pillow.
She is the reason why i pout all day.

Mom and Dad used to say : " treat her nicely! you treat her bad thats why she is treating you this way!"

And i would reply the same reply :" MOm, dad. you dont know her! why dont you believe me for once?"

I get soo frustated and cross and gave up.

I hope after what she has done will prove them that all these years..i have been right.

And i dont even care about this post. It hurts her. Pff!

if she delete it...all she has to do is wait and see cause i have evrything planned i here.

a knife..

JUST KIDDING! i wouldnt do anything that harsh! well but still, im plotting....

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One thing that made me sooo eager to know and learn is WHY wouldnt she wake up from her BlackBerry world and focus on her Irwan Life?

WHy cant she treat me better? just better!

I've had enough!

ciao.

I was to write about ANIMAL ABUSE but well....i've got better topic..