* rahhrahh rahh ah ahh.

fake smile durr.
i wuv you.r

H E Y.
im a bit stressed out right nowyy.
oh wait, not just a bit.
A LOT actuallyyy, since im pretty much a chic who gets all crazy and stressed out over a thang.

S E L I N A I R W A N : ] x

i dont think im ready to face all those national/international exams i will and MUST take at may. like ohhhmyyypicklerainboweddpineppleandbrocolli. time flies soo fast.
i rememeber, when i first entered sixth grade, i already know that i will be facing those stuffs but i was like ' pshhh, useless. i have a long year to prepare duhh. santai ajaaa xD'
but no oh ohhhhh.

waitt a milligazillion sec-
OMG. its almost a year ive been labelled as a stressed sixth grader? *dramatic gassppp*
sheezho, whytheheck didnt i realise that? dumbdumbdumb.

anddd ill graduate by wearing that merchandise and OHHH NOO i will be a secondaryyyy dorkk. and i will have to prepare for um, these things call checkpoint yeah i think . im not interested in learning about those stuffs when it isnt related to me but all i know is growing up means less ppleaaasuuree :(
this is why i hate growing up :,(

i dont know why, but there's thing about growing up and changes that i hate so much. it annoys me and depressed me so badly that i'd have attacked someone innocent like a blended papaya.

but anyway, likey or hatey, its life's law, and nothing can stop it unless one thing.
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suicide.

life will end.

goshh, im just kidding.
like EWWW. NO WAY
life
is
beautiful :)





sometimess.
G A H .

*spellingg beee grr.

so yeahh, basically i dont like spelling bees.

remember, i attended one um, last week? and i was right, im never going to see spelling bees as 'fun' even if i attended a million bees.

well, yeah, really, the spelling bee was ermm kinda horrible :\ so im just gonna you know rantt about itt

i mean, seriously, the words are soooo easy that even the hired british/american ( i cant tell) made a funny amused expression when he read out the piece of cakeyy word.

yeah, he might be thinking we're idiots.

but i dont blame him cause the provided words are soo easy like

: hero

party

whisper

dictionary

peculiar

summer

sunny

motorbike

elephant

dictionary

blahhblahh. you knoww. i have to admit i was rolling my eyes as i write.

and they expect us to write this way : a-p-p-l-e

OMG.

such a waste of time.seriously this is a 'spelling' bee, it doesnt matter how you write it! whats wrong with simplicity?! apple is wayy nicer than 'a-p-p-l-e' grr.

and i didnt know anyone there, my friends didnt join so i actually looked like some friendless loser loner sitting by herself in a teeny table with no one to talk her. peepos kept staringg.

STOP.STARING.WHATS.SO.INTERESTING?

and we were all clustered in a teeny room, category a n b's participant, tiny chairs and yeahh.

it was the weirdest spelling bee.

oooh and HA HA HA. i saw this lady in red who has a crush on the british man cause she was forever glancing at him and blushing and looking and blushing and looking away repeating this over and over again. GAHAHAHA. she seriously need to work with her emotions, it shows too much. ckckckkc. ohh ohh, and this lady wearing white with dyed brown is really annoying :O the way she smiles, you know, those smiles when you hide your whole lip in? HA HA HA.

well, i passed the next round and it was all about speed and stuff.

anddd i didnt raise my hand fast enough.

but the words are dangg easyyyyyyy. the hardest was broccoli. yeah, its easy.

but the best thing is that , there isnt this part where we have to get up a stage, pick a freaky number from a freakyy looking bowl and spell the word with that number out loud infront of bijillion peoplee. and if you got it wrong, students from other school would laugh . HAHAHA very funny. NOT.

so yeah, that was my rant.

i dont mean to be mean or rude, (well, i was) but its my opinionnnnnn

soo yah, i think im going to need to set my 'you're not joining anymore spelling bee' rule strict-er.

buh bye.

SPAMMM MEE PLEAASEEE. IM DANG BORED. <------just clickyy, only aweshum people do.

* aweshumm.

hayy :D

i dont feel so good right now since im going to take part a spelling bee tomorrow :(

and for some reasons, i hate spelling bees soo muchh i can rip a car upside down.

gurrrrrr.

i seriously hate browsing through papers with words and standing in front of audience in a stage while a british man say out a hard word and i embarass myself.

ha.

i cant even spell 'embarrass' psh.

ive vowed like a year ago, to never join a spelling bee but somehow, i couldnt think of a good reasonable un-fake reason to fill in the blank for:

"I dont allow my child to take part in the spelling bee because ________________________"

which is sooo sad :,(

what is wrong with mah imagination?! well, i better work with it just in case stuffs like this happens.

okayyy soooo yeahhh just sayinggggg.

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

so yeah, i did a lil fun test .

loook belowhhh

:]

<3

i look ugly but neverminddd hahaha

look at myy apppleee

well bye, i gottag go "study" my spelling words :]x well, even though i hate it. might as well do my bestt but still ):

buhh byeee xx

<3

* LAZINESS

URGHHHHH im seriously sooooo lazy to come to school tomorrow =.=
i mean, saturday is my only day of freedom and i am expected to arrive to school, the place which has bee eating up my time, tomorrow.
and wait till you hear the time

i had to reach school before 9 am and go home like at 4 pm or maybe laterr! ughh
well the reason i had to come is for this Math Olympiad thingy, the school had invited a writer from Spore to teach us Math stuffs, you know , workshop stuff like thaaat?

Its just like going to school but you had to stay glued in this table for 8 hours and only 10 minutes break and everything is MATH -.-

oooohhhhhhhh


yay, and now i gotta go to bed earlierrr ~


Thats it thenn

bye -.-

* Hey -.-

So hello -.-

I've been thinking about some stuffs...

Well, i know ive been posting lesser and writing lesser too but welll..... P6 life isnt what you can call ' enjoyable ' nor 'interesting'.
and i dont 'love' this grade i tell youu~
i dont think im ready to face secondary.

Oh speaking of secondary, URGH.
I hate how fast time flies, months later, i would find myself standing infront of the stage with a green thingy around my neck with and a fake smile plastered on my face and that, would be graduation of course~
and lookie here, i only have like 4 more years and then i'd PROBABLY say adios to medan , friends, and family. And i would come back to visit like once every 5 months because of all those piling up stupid assignments in the future!

and i wont be able to kid, have fun and act crazy and wild because i have grown big!
i swear, 2010 passes fast.
the stuffs that happened like 3 years ago, .. it just..seems like it was just 5 months ago.

and FYI, i preferred being commented " ohhh, dont you look tinyy you~ are you p2?"
than : " Oh my, you're so tall!!and grown up too i can see!! "
YES.

i just feel like i want to live as a crazy kid forever.
No such things as secondary years, colleges, university, dates, marriage ohhhhh i've gone too far!

Thinking about these stuffs make me frustrated for no reason~

Ohhhhh i dont understand why some people cant just wait to grow?!

Ive been relaxed and happy that 'teen' life is still a longgggg way to go tears ago.
But now, the nightmarre of my life is just about to start

Hallelujah

The girl who doesnt want to grow up foreverr~
___________________________________
Okay
enough with my stressings -.o

down, there is it. the vid i made last week :P

entitled : " Dj got us fallin' in love again ~ "
Hahahaaha. Yesh, another vid i could add to my ' vids made due to boredom ' :P


oooohhh btw, the ending is awkward XP

Man, the loading sure is testing on my patiencee -.-

* MOM's long lost music spirit was found!

Typical boring sunday.

We barely went out from the house except from lunch since every sunday was always a day for our maids to rest . No dishes washing for them.

Reasons why i hate sundays,

i gotta clean up my own room, make my own bed , do the laundry and wash the dishes on my own.

groans.

Yeah, you can tell that i am really lazy and irresponsible , i mean who loves doing those stuffs? if you do, sorry to say but you're kinda freaky. LOL

So, good thing mom has her music spirit back. She has been staying in one corner of the room digging and fishing out old albums she had bought loooong time ago, and has been listening to them after downloading them to her iPhone.

She used to be energetic at songs, we have like 800 albums stock up in a room, different types. NO kidding.

NOW, she barely touches them ( which is now dusty ) and she is sticking with jazz.

Well, im happy for her and is relieve, finally, no more boring kinda like ' soothes you to sleep' love songs sang by chinese women that is boring enough to make you turn off the music player!

I have had a hard time surviving though the end of those songs in the car since most of the times, musics are placed there. And the trip from school to homey is pretty far.

Well, FINALLY, i am freeeee! oh wow, i felt like flying.

And so, we paid a visit to E.T 45 to shop for songs and i chose the Pussycat Dolls. Well, i havent tried them before, and trying is a good experience . Hopefully, i wont lose them and will be able to listen after the damn freaking SA2 is da-done.

Hey, gotta have my snooze now. Blame it to examsssssssssss!

Adios.

p.s, my posts are short now huh? huahahaahhahaha

LOnelyyy

Well, i HAVE to say. Photography have been taking over mom's time.

Its that, everytime i find her missing at her room. The reason is always:

photography lessons

photography training

photography session

photography that, this that whatsoooeva!

Usually, her lessons with Darwin Wu are always for like about 3 hours counted for photography session. But today, she announced at 5 pm with her camera around her neck , and her bag on her shoulders all dressed up that she wont be back till 10 pm. FOr somethinga bout photgraphy. * sigh

I was like : " YOU'RE KIDDING ME!"

But she just shrugs and smile and said she left me some works to do at the table and then leaves.

Gosh, without any explanation.

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Well, it sounds real quiet right now. Sista's lazing around at the bed, Dad's watching some travelling channel, and me, im blogging..

Usually...

Three of us, me, sista and mommy, we are suppose to be at the table doing some schoolworks, and me, i would be real noisy complaining that theres too much to do and its too hard bla bla bla. Yeahh im a girl full of complainss.

So you see, im no mood for blogging today. Its a lousy post i know..i didnt enjoy typing them too.

But oh well, i have the excuses..

LOL

*Oh GAWD

Oh god, oh hell, what the HELL is happening now? My life seems to be stuck in the middle of whirlpool and a tornado..

In simpler words: Problems and troubles are creeping into my life butting into my own business ruining everything when i thought 'everything' was just going fine and perfect!

Well, everything seems to go wrong now, and im finding myself less happier. And i have all sort of problems, friendship problems, family problems, school problems, sisters problems and etc..yep u name it. But of course, i wont be telling you guys a hint of it, na-ah, its private. all problems are.

SO know, i gotta be careful of what im writing/typing NOW. You knoww, if i wasnt careful, i can accidentally spill some clues down here and blurt out some stuffs about my problems like my g-

Oooops.

Well, phew. That was CLOSE!

See what i mean?! 3 more words n u guys will definitely solve it.

Thanks for reminding me brainiac.

And dont get me wrong! im not that kind of people who cant keep a secret, anyway, secrets are also part of friendship problems: clue: Lenka's the SHow song: first lyrics

Sometimes, i feel like running to an open field with no one except me and yelled as long and loud as i want like a stress people and roll at the grass and break glasses or do something reckless until im satisfied.

Yeah! im stress! =D

But Oh well, Thats normal, it happened alot of times already and for like months latre, it will soon fade away, or should i say nightmare dies..

* ARt Auction Blues

Well, yesterday, at the art auction thingy, i was a little disappointed, okay a LOT disappointed that mom bought Jane's painting instead of mine.

And, somehow a little bit mad.

I mean, shouldnt mom buy my painting instead?! Thats what a mother should do actually, but when i was just there..standing in the stage holding my ugly undone painting, expecting mom to have her hand raised so i wouldnt stand in shame, she just kept quiet there , sitting and smiling.

Ms. Inah, asked mom from the stage if she would like to buy it but mom, she just sat there and shook her head and hand. She's embarrassing me, standing on the stage with no one to buy.

And guess who bought it. Ms.Gina, the very kind teacher who also bought my painting last year. Seriously, it was sold for rp 275! thats too hiighhh for an undone, messy, ugly work. If i had the choice to pick a price, i would make it for like Rp 50.

But Rp 275?! i can feel my cheeks blushing when Ms.Inah and Ms.Gina fought through prices.

And in the end, Rp 275..

Oh man, Ms.Gina's such an angel.

Still, it should be MOM who bought it! She's my mother! and instead, she bought Jane's.

yeah, Jane's work is really nice and mom bought it with no regretting but but..-

ITS NOT FAIR!

okay okay, cut it out selina.

Actually, its alright if no one bought it. Cause seriously, i just drew that work for u know, fun, i never knew it would be even chosen. But i just wanted to know d reason.

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At home, i 'demanded' mom for the reason:

" ma, why did u bought Jane's work instead of mine?"

And she replied:

" well, think of it. If parents only buy works of their child, what would happen? thats not part of helping then. Mom bought Jane's work to support Jane..."

and so on and on, i forgot what she says next, but you know her point right?

yeaahh..maybe she's right.

Jane's awesome work bought by my very own Mama

the ugly undone messy work of mine surprisingly bought by Ms.Gina

* achoo. big deal.

GREAT. just great!
i m trapped with some stupid flu spreaded some thougthless spreader , gosh, why do people still go to school when they havent learnt how sneeze or cough while covering and their cooties will be spread... simple.
And they wouldnt care about their germs that i accidentally breathe in, really how can i know which air contains virus or what, it not like i have to smell everytime i want to breath to check first, yeah i wouldnt get sick maybeee but i would earn the name of maybe NERD or JERK or DUMBO....or...or any names you use to call a stupido

I hate getting cold. not cold as is "brrr...i a freezing to death" but cold as in " aa..a...choooo!! oops...sorry!". You know how it felt right?
Sneezing every second in class ; embarrassing!
Having the voice of a mouse ; oh so uncomfortable
coughing in mid sentence ; virus spreader
having to take medicines; ohhh ughhh gross!

among these four terrible reasons, i just cant chose one that is better or the worse, they are all 100% bad for me.
Sneezing in class??!! for the past 3 weeks, i think i have sneezed for like the 45 times and hearing 15 comment of " eww!!"
How humilitating is that?

having the voice of a mouse; okay, not really a mouse but i cant think of any animals! its beyond words, no creature has the voice of this. Like...nostrils sound? its just like someone pinching your nose while you speak. Give it a try, and get shock . thats how poor victims like me have to survive getting hanged with that voice.

coughing in mid sentence ; " hey, did you all hear about the...aaahh..kouhh! keehh!! KEHHH KEHHH!!!! keh... ahhaha...sorry...anyway..." but before you can finish your sentence , your friends have backed off with disgusting-blended-with-terrified face.

But really, i tell you, the feeling when i sneezed or cough, my throat feels like something is punching or like its in fire??? neither...beyond words too....

having to take medicine; or STINKY medicine i might add, after all these 10 years....of course each year i had at least had 15 times of gagging on medicines,yep 15 times, my body's health is really lame , i have never tasted any bottle which i would drool at or ask for more, oh my goodness thats a BIG no doubts or maybe or lying NO! NO NO NO NO!!

Medicines are number one in my " things i hate very very very much yes very very much now dont bother me cause im sure with my decision! " list. This coughing medicine i was forced to take was.....sour...really..sour

enough to make you screw up your face and pour in the whole jug of water inTo your mouth, which jut happened an hour ago and IS going to happen this minute.

gah!! GAKKK!!

when is this stupid fever or flu or cold ( i dont carrree!) going to push off and leave me alone??

It has been...been..

um..

( * counting*,..1...2...3...no no..more...um....3....)

3 weeks and 4 days!! oooh im sooo freaking right now.

4 worries pops to my head now:

1. what if it never go away?

2. what if i have to suffer forever?

3. what if noone wants to be near me again?

4. what if i had to gag down poison 3 times a day for the REST OF MY LIFE??

Oh btw, i puked yesterday! sorry for sharing you this disgustingo news, too bad if you read it. :(

Well, its part of the flu session right? '

its like this, i was alone in the dinner table playing with my food absent mindedly staring at my half finished dinner... i let one big spoonfull of rice enter my mouth just in unlucky time when i felt like coughing. I cough of course since it was unbearable and then the foods entered then wrong tube i think since thats what most people says when they vomitted.

Then, a transparent rubber band seems to zoom up from my face to my head. my brain was like tight with bands...

youch. And i closed my mouth with my hands to stop the water from spluttering...( EW EW!! totally a BIG EW)

and i ran to the sink and went all " bleeuuurghhhhhhhh!!!". My maid pats my back.." blleeeuuurghhhhhhh!!!"

oh gross.

i think its too late to tell you to skip that part. well its normal for my family cause it happened once in 5 months.

like i said, unhealthy me.

Oh goshh i am suffering.

:(

* SHE

whats wrong??!!! ugh, i just found out tht my CCA was Math Olympiad when i hdnt even choose that choice and give out the slip earlier. 1st choice, home economic, 2nd, IT, 3rd, table tennis!

Well, the reason is clear about my Math Olympiad avoiding session, why? well i have been given a letter last term asking if i would want to join it, and i answered yes since i hadnt tried it before and it turned out horrible! There were soo many show offs and the math was really hard!! I think i barely survived!

Well, when the list of what CCA we are joining was shown in the bulletin board near the prefect lougeand i was confuse, on the list of Home Economics, there was " selina Irwan", and on the math olympiad list, there was " selina irwana". well i knew that both of them is me cause i mean how many selina do we have here?! duh!

so i checked the bulletin board at our class which was the definite one and yeppp!! yess! hoorayy!! HE a.k.a home economics! wew! i know doing home stuffs will be kinda boring for me but at least zennia will be there and its better than math olympiad! But when we were all lined up in the line of our CCA in the MPH , Ms. Faye called out my name in the mike saying that i was suppose to join Math Olympiad....grr! so i had to leave zennia and went to the line of math olympiad..... oh no!! torture and suffers begin here!!! ok im being a biiit dramatic and i was exaggerating a bit ... well lets look to the bright side:

1. Actually there are bright sides

2. i finally found anne frank's diary in the library!! muaaah!

3. we have a new student that came from korea. kyu...kyu...er....kyu--hee? is that a good news anyway? he was placed in other class anyway.

4. um.. i finaly found some bright sides?

welll...

the CCA was...just well...homeworks given...percentage profit whtsoever!

GRRR!

* help me

SO i was just back from school. YEah we dismissed at 11 cause all we did was practise for the concert......TOMORROW! yikes ! zounds!

But it wasnt that bad, but it would be much much better if it wasnt Tr.Chen Yan who kept shouting at us.

We wanted to have a little fun!! duh!

Well i really enjoyed the secondaries doing their cheerleading dances especially when they threw each other up in the air, carry someone in their shoulders and hands and when they did somersaults or any cool movements!

Me and some of my friends tried copying then but we couldnt do it as high as they did. Zennia crouched down and i stood in her back, its her idea anyway, so if there were any cracks or broken bones...not my reponsibility!!!!

Ok thats mean. Well anyway, we didnt do any further actions after 5 tries cause Tr.Quennie stopped us since she was afraid accidents might happen and we all would end up like Dextein who broke his arm.

* Pissed me OFF

yeah, are you aware of our Grand Opening coming this Saturday btw?

well the rehearsals are pissing me off! And the sun is making it much much much worse!

I think with all concerts rehearsals i've ever experienced, this the worse, everyone thought so too anyways, i've seen many many unhappy faces in my friends. And oh, i have a looooong list of WHYs to support my...my....my....beliefs? no no no....well never mind!

Ok, here it goes!:

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WHY??? WHY?!!! should we rehearse under the hot sun?

WHY? should we repeat many many times?

WHY? cant we rest for awhile?

WHY? do tr. Chen yan have to boss us around?

WHY? are we not allowed to speak a word or walk everywhere we want?

WHY? must we pat the dirty wet grass that sticks into our hands and drop to our laps when we do our kneeling dances.?

=------------------------

Kinda long huh? Pretty impressed myself! Well yea i gotta admit i took a long time to think all these whys.

Anyway, after thinking again , HA! i got the word right! ; i have a list of WHYs to support my complaints.!

oopse my bad, i think i have another why that just suddenly pop into my mind. Most important i think:

WHY? cant we just do our concert in the freezy relaxing MPH? Instead of the frying burning frying-pan-like field?? UGH!

Thats what ruin tho wholeee thing!

OK, i know we will be doing the concert at the field in the MORNING so luckily the sun isnt too hot, hot yes a bit but i heard that it kinda healthy.

But WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY must we rehearse in the field in the aft- wait a sec, got it wrong! YES i was right that we should do the concert in the MPH cause i remembered that we did the rehearsal at 8 something to 10 something and thats in the mooorning...

And, the sun, is VERY VERY VERY VERY scary and its enough to make you sweat in seconds...i think , if im wrong then just look as if i exaggerating..

Yeah we should do the concert and rehearsal in the MPH. Thats my feedback anyway, not like there are any feedbacks!

Well, i agree that having a concert at the field is kinda cool and nice yea but grr..gr...gr...my hottest enemy ruined it! SUN! SUN!

you are my sunshiiinnneee, my only suuunshiiiine, you made me angryyy, i waannt tooo faaaiiint,, you never knooww dear, how muchh i wished thaaat, one day i can just kick you awaaaaayy...

lame i know, forget it.

And tr.chen yan too i might add, she is so serious! And she just told us to go here or there and then found out that she commanded the wrong instruction.

She was the one who told us we cant speak or move or sit or blahblahblaaah.

SOrry miss.

Well, i think i insulted the rehearsal enough. So ciao

* Grr

SO today is really bad, bad bad bad.

And just stupid matters ruin my lovely day and losing my oh so precious pencil box in one of the reasons. Grr.

Well, it began like this, after we had succeed in begging Ms.Chen Yan to take us to the library since she always reject our suggestion that has something to do with library. So she finally agreed and we were all set with our PENCIL CASES and reading log.

But there was a rule, like always, we have to read at least 2 mandarin books. So i chose 2 easy ones. The books didnt even have any meanings! Boooooring! I finished mine quickly and answered :

( in chinese) what made you read this book: because it looks easy.

What do you think of the characters: ugly and stupid.

What is your favorite part in the book: when they fought.

And then, i carefully place my beloved pen into my pencil case and began discussing with fel n zen about us human doing cruelty to animals.

Then we left, i was really confused because I, and EVERYONE is POSITIVE that my pencil case was just beside my eye glasses case which was there. I took it and look for my pencil case with the help of some generous people but...no luck UNLESS SOME STINKY NASTY STEALER HAS STOLE THEM!

Grr, well whoever that is, i wish i could slug them! It made me pencil-less for the whole freaking day!

And whats worse is the general rehearsal for our Graand ooopeeenning!!!

I hate standing under the hot sun and kneeling on the grass , it made my feet feel sticky or something.... dont know, dont care!

we have to repeat the same dance again and again n agaaaaainn!!!

pant...pant....

I've got enough problem now and i dont want any or yours again.

* Science Test!

Um um um..

Well, i had stiff legs after the test for not moving my legs for an hour and half. Well everyone did i mean.
I tried my best to answer without any nervous feeling, calm, relax, try not to be careless.
I tried to remember what i have learnt days b4 and found out that i can answer most of the questions . What was hard for me was only the open ended where you hav to write sentences of answers.
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When we were done, we all breathe in and out loud and long and entertaint ourselve with catching insects. Then, there were regular classes.
Aww, dont we deserve some rest?

-=--=-=-=-==-=-=-=-=-

At SCience period with tr.joyce=

Well of course she asked how the test was and we all bgan screaming our reply.
Piece o' cake!
HARD!
I dont care if i flunk!
Okay
Fine
Soooo easy!
AWW.... teacher, why did you create the test soo hard?

She asked what we find difficult. And we reply again.

And know WHAT?
what?
I found out i hav done a mistake in d test! SHEESH! Im sooo confuse now!
The answers on the book my mom gave me 2 revise was different from the answers in the sa1 about reproduction.
AGH!
Wonder how many mark it is worth...

Went home from school and hav mom ask me how the test was.
Fine.

* The Questions that Annoy

So today was fineee....
I came in to my class with people crowding asking me about my crying thingy.
Like
Sel, why did you cry yesterday?
Sel, you are a crybaby
haha..u look funny when u cried
Sel, its just a LONG TEST, not a SA1...no need to cry..
Sel, how many tissues did you use?
Did your mom got mad at you?
What did your mom says?
Did you cry until 9 pm?

etc...........

It was driving me MAD.

HUH.

I wonder how everyone knew.....

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Really, i was trying hard to focus at school today but i was feeling itchy..
CANT THE MOSQUITOES JUST LEAVE ME IN PEaCE AND GIVE ME A LITTLE PITY? ITS SA1 ALREADY!

Ugh.

Man, im bored and hav nothing to write.

Well...c ya.

* Emberrased( is this how u spell it?)

I never had a PROPER emberrasing moment before...bcause, most of them arent really THAT emberrassing n some of that are just TOO emberassing.

Well this is alright to be blurt out in public.

Its that i just cried in school. Ok . No big deal but d reason is really funny.

I got a reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallll looooooooooooowwwww mark at my bahasa long test which is over 80.
Sigh.

I think its more than 50% but trust me, i failed.
T___________T.
At first, i tried to wear a smile ( which worked) to show that i didnt care really much when my heart was already half-filled with tears....
Our teacher announced our score out loud and i was really shy about it. Everyone laughed loudly when hearing it. Man so EMBERRASED!
I had to smile to so people wouldnt know i was mad inside at them for laughing.
When i packed my bag. I really wanted to cry now. N sadly, i did.
So...
I thought i would stop after a minute but ugh....it was like half hour!
I was the attraction of everyone. SOme tried to soothe me.

Whats worse is when i walk at the MPH with Zennia ,Calvin n Boin. I was attracting eyes and whisperings.
Ms.Nita, our bahasa teacher told me that theres no need for crying. n just show her what i can do when sa1 comes
and she says that i had passed actually, cuz i had a score more than 50% but she expect higher marks from our class. So theres no tears needed.

ohh..
BUT STILL!
56 over 80! MAN! Too BAD to b TRUE.

Sheesh!

* It spelled B-O-R-E-D

There was a time when weekend's here and Selina was bored to death-oh!
B-O-R-E-D!
B-O-R-E-D!
B-O-R-E-D!
And Selina got no plans oh!

Sing it in the tune of the song about a dog name BINGO. Sure you hav heard of it.
Tats how i felt today.
Bored.
Nothing happens.
Just normal stuffs.
HUH.

List of stuffs wat i did
1. read
2. lie
3. play computer
4. watch the little princess movie
5. do hws
6. eat.
7. go out
8. open fb
9. help mom n dad

nothing like going out to SUN, or going 2 d theater or visiting the pet shop.
Speaking of pet.
I miss Prince my RIP dog in case you are thinking he's a real prince.
sobbb..

if God would give me d chance of hugging him again even if its worth evrything i own...
ACCEPT!


yeh right.
Like thats gonna happen when boredon's attacking me.

* HA!

Saad Saikh! ( whatever his long name is)
How dare you! We will never forgive you!

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Just today...Jerrick saw my two precious science book i nervously lost ( or was STOLEN you could say) laying on teacher's desk. I mean UNDER the desk.
I immidiately bang the book 5 times on my table and FURIOUSLY announce:
WHO IS THIS STUPID STUPID STUPID STEALER?!

I thought that i will find out soon n i was terribly right bcause the thief is sadly terribly stupid.

Lately, i hav notice that saad following me everyday which is getting suspicious. Turned out he was trying to tell me something.

Well..... i was just waiting for my mandarin teacher in my banding class when suddenly that boy came and shouted at us.

You all watch out! All your books will b stolen! Just wait and see!

We all got mad and slam the door on his nose.
Report to teacher Quennie n our moms.

There! That'll teach him!
The stupid jerk. The idiot.
whatever.

grrrr.....

* Un-named topic

I didnt post yesterday bcause of my groundation. For i dunno why..

No facebook....

well okay.. its not like i will not survive with just a day without it!
But i was allowed to open ANY website except fb... so i could actually blog...
But i was busy adding some blinkies and buttons to my blog ( notice them???) ....n fussing with the lame internet connection...

Anyway... another reason is i HAVE to go to the dentist to get some suffering...
Exaggerating but you know what i mean...
And to make things worser.. an incredibly painful sore throat which i had (sort of) kept it as a secret.. afraid that mom would get mad...( thats the reason i was grounded..sheesh)

So now's night n i hav to hav my beauty sleep.
Mayb things will get better tomorrow??

wELL to find out i just hav to sleeppp!

SO sweet dreams!

p.s * of all my labels... stupid days has always been the champ.. am i really that sad everyday????????????