* Buddy hunting

I finally got the name of my buddy in S'pore. I've been dying to know and i cant just stop my nosy eyes from trying to eye the papers in Ms.Gina's hand that includes her name.

When it was passed, i immidiately flip it open so hardly it almost ripped . Found my name and slides my eyes to the other end.

Celine Ong.

Hmm...,well....i dunno how she might be, she could have long hair, and she may be short and thin like me. or maybe the opposite. she can be an artist, or smarty pants or the sporty gal idk, its up to m to find out on April something'.

Zennia got someone call Lee Xiaotong, well i hope this Celine and Lee Xiaotong are best friends so me and zennia can be together too!

Well..well.. the boys' buddies have long names and some of them are bornt in 1994 and 5. What? good thing i didnt get one that was like 5 years older than me! Phew.

At home, i opened my facebook account and when furiously searching for my buddy . No hope, no luck, no signs.. sheesh

So, i started browsing for everyone's instead, and i found Zennia's, Jerrick's and Joshua's. Sure it was them, cause their status are about their class and the same class we will be going to.

Grrrr..

wonering why celine ong has no facebook. This possibilities pops to my mind:

1. her mom might not allow her to make one cause some people think fb rots people's mind. Yeah that works for only dumb people.

2. She might be sooo serious in studying that she has no time for facebook.

3. she might have no interest in Facebook. Like my tech whiz cousin who insisted facebook is boring but the next minute, he's in my friend request and is totally addicted.

4. She might have an account but she could have stylized it to a anime or cooler name?

5. ( well this idea might be to cruel to think of..) but maybe...just a maybe,....she is a loner?

WHAAAAA! thats sooo cruel and evil! But thats a possibility.. i mean ...u know what i mean. But if my predictions are true then i think i will be stuck alone with her and never make new singaporean friends. And i will be sitting alone at lunch time , and in P.E time, no one would pick us!

well, i hope she doesnt read this...i m so bad! but well, can any of ya think of any more possibilities? answer on the cbox pls!! :D

Hmmm...hmm....yeah still, im a baddie. >:-(

Sorry, buddy, thats just an idea. Im not looking down at u. In fact, i cant wait to meet you! wkwkwkwkk

*Geez..

Well well well..

So, i 'll be bidding everyone a "sayonaraaa" this saturday since i am leaving for S'pore for my immersion trip ya know?? well, it's suppose to be on Sunday Morning but i dont know , it was cancelled to Saturday cos they couldnt get the tickets for Sunday..

Gosh, why order it in this time? Dont they know we have our own plans this Saturday? Like im suppose to go the Mr. Frederick's pool party at Omlandia Resort but i guess its impossible now..

I was really looking forward to the first pool party i've ever been to...

And, to make situation more confusing, i havent started a scratch of packing, yeah not even zipped open my luggage yet thats the reason why..why...today is an absolutely busy day..

No, tomorrow cant be done cause some relatives and friends are coming from other areas for some event call cheng beng. You know, the day where u gotta wake up very very early and have to drive a loooong way to some graveyards and use some dirty towel to wipe our great great grandpa and grandma 's grave to make it clean and then pray for them? well that what me n my cousins usually do. We always have fun and i really love the place, its call the garden adam and eve use to be in the story..whats that? ah " taman eden"

I've been waiting for this CHENG BENG every year but i think this year, i will miss it!

SHEESH!

:(

Welll well well,, today Mom founded out that most of my pjs are alredy old so she took me out to buy some but only found one yellow stripey hush puppies one.

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So SO SO SO, gotta go now.

Excuse me ladies and gentlemen! see y later!

*zooming off!

mode: *offlined

* A step back to the passttt

I was just you know, sudden bored of our life's athmosphere, everything's about tech tech tech and moderni moderni, and puuuurrrfect.

Gosh, if i had a time machine or whatever u call that, i would whisk back to the times where there were wars, or when there were emperors, kings, queens, princesses, and even when there were loyalist or patriots, you know, about the king unfair taxes? or i would love to gooo back the time where there were slaves...or when there were castles, balls, and all girls have to war petticoats or whatsoever. And the time where all poor girls were always told " a gentle lady do not...( blablabla)"

It would be fun..and some sacrficing wouldnt hurt since i can still go back to this booring 2010.

Anyway, using my normal handy surferboard to surf the internet, i found some....yeah useless but made me drool pictures. FOund some about slaves and wars but...iiih! *shudder.

Anyway, here are just some pics about old fashioned stores, advertisments and comics...planned to put someole stuffs but maybe you will be bored halfway soo...

aww..i want comics like thiss!


LOL,
Playstation during the..the..., its so diff compare to nowadays... im dying to try it!
Nowadays birthday candles are just simple and short, but long ago, they are specially advertised.

:)I love this picture! old fashioned illustrations are always like this...i dunno how to explain it properly..
*grin
stocking ad. really cute...











ooooooooooh! my wish right now is to enter that parlor.

bye bye!

* How will i survive?!

I, m tortured...I am suffering!

(these two words are really a perfect match eh?)

Why was i even bornt unhealthy? Im certain i was born weak and well, weaker than normal peeps and here are some lil' proofs:

1. Its like i cant barely survive a month without a nosebleeding period. Im certainly not exageratting ( however u spell that) , i got nosebleeding in the middle if science class one day and it was unstoppable, i dashed to the toilet twice and used up like the whole tissue roll. And i saw a little blood left on the floor when i ran while covering my nose. EW! Know whats the cause for the blood? The heat. Gosh, yeah, i know...right!

2. two days ago, me, Katie and Mom went to Cambridge and tried this new place call " buttercup" , MOM ordered for us onion rings and french fries for a treat. I didnt eat that much and it has been months since i last ate them and when i woke up the very next morning....you bet.....sore throat and cough. When i talk, its like rusty metal whisper. Its not fair! my friends can go munching on potato chips, cheetos, french fries, fried chicken everyday and still be fresh and healthy! ooooh dang it..

3. When it rained that day and we really had to get out of the car. Someone offered us an umbrella, one by one, he helped us cross the road. Well, you know, since i was the smalles, i wouldnt take up so many spaces right? and in that case? i wouldnt really get drenched by rain water right? WEll yeah, i only my sleeves was damp but Mom and Katie were worse...idk. But guess who wind up getting flu next dau which lasted for the whole month? Thats right? Oh -so-unlucky me!

4. Some of my friends..i mean MOST of them, if they got flu or something, maybe just some sip of medical waters and then TARA! next day or maximum 3 days.....it would be gone. But mine, the highest record is 1 month and 1 week. feel my suffers people (now i am exaggerating!)

5. I am not allowed to play in our school's big wide full-of-animals-even-snakes-and-leeches-yeah-you-name-it-and-not-to-be-unexplored field! This was what me and my best mates always do, but now, im banned from it...

Heres how it goes:

We checked if it was hot, NO. And so we ran wildly like some savage girls. Play in the breeze , when the heat came. We dashed back to the tree for shade and VERY patiently wait for the breeze to come again. ANd so, i succeed in not adding any black spotties a.k.a freckles in my faces again..or so i thought!

When i went home, Mom would look shock at the sight of me, like i am some featherless chicken. ANd exclaim : " MEI! have u been under the sun again! You are blacker than ever!"

And she would repeat the same fact again of how white as snow i was when i was a baby.

BABY hello! I cant always look white as long as i live! That would be like...like...hell for me! No fun or adventures!

Oh god!

NOW WHAT THE HECK AM I GONNA DO??

Any suggestion? reply : chatbox...underr....!

* the KLU KLUX KLAN

This is the symbol of the KLU KLUX KLAN.

i dont really know who these people are, it was just based to this song my sista downloaded by the RAMONES " the KKK took my baby away" i think. I dont really like it but well i was curious, what does KKK mean? Frederick said that they were actually called the KLU KLUX KLAN. "well it's a horrible group of racists who killed and burned alive afro-americans."

But why were they burning crosses? my guess : maybe they hate christian?"

I did some researching and this was what i got:

KKK" redirects here. For other uses, see KKK (disambiguation).

Ku Klux Klan

Ku Klux Klan rally, 1923.
In Existence
1st Klan	1865–1870s
2nd Klan	1915–1944
3rd Klan1	since 1946
Members
1st Klan	550,000
2nd Klan	between 3 and 6 million[1] (peaked in 1920-1925 period)
Properties
Origin	United States of America
Political ideology	White supremacy White nationalism
Political position	Far right
Religion	Protestant Christian
1The 3rd Klan is decentralized, with approx. 179 chapters.

Ku Klux Klan, often abbreviated KKK and informally known as The Klan, is the name of several past and present far right hate groups^[2] in the United States whose avowed purpose is to protect the rights and further the interests of white Americans by violence and intimidation. The first such organizations originated in the Southern states and eventually grew to national scope. They developed iconic white costumes consisting of robes, masks, and conical hats. The KKK has a record of usingterrorism,^[3][4] violence, and lynching to murder and oppress African Americans, Jews and other minorities and to intimidate and oppose Roman Catholics and labor unions.

Today, a large majority of sources consider the Klan to be a "subversive or terrorist organization".^[5][6][7][8] In 1999, the city council of Charleston, South Carolina passed a resolution declaring the Klan to be a terrorist organization.^[9] A similar effort was made in 2004 when a professor at the University of Louisville began a campaign to have the Klan declared a terrorist organization so it could be banned from campus.^[10] In April 1997, FBI agents arrested four members of the True Knights of the Ku Klux Klan in Dallas for conspiracy to commit robbery and to blow up a natural gas processing plant.

The first Klan was founded in 1865 by Tennessee veterans of the Confederate Army. Klan groups spread throughout the South. The Klan's purpose was to restore white supremacy in the aftermath of the American Civil War. The Klan resistedReconstruction by assaulting, murdering and intimidating freedmen and white progressives within the Republican Party. In 1870 and 1871 the federal government passed the Force Acts, which were used to prosecute Klan crimes. Prosecution of Klan crimes and enforcement of the Force Acts suppressed Klan activity. In 1874 and later, however, newly organized and openly activeparamilitary organizations such as the White League and the Red Shirts started a fresh round of violence aimed at suppressing Republican voting and running Republicans out of office. These contributed to white conservative Democrats regaining political power in the Southern states in the late 19th and early 20th centuries.

In 1915, the second Klan was founded. It grew rapidly in a period of postwar social tensions, where industrialization in the North attracted numerous waves of immigrants from southern and eastern Europe and the Great Migration of Southern blacks and whites. The second KKK preached racism, anti-Catholicism, anti-Communism, nativism, and anti-Semitism. Some local groups took part in lynchings, attacks on private houses, and carried out other violent activities. The Klan committed most of its murders and acts of violence in the South, which had a tradition of lawlessness.

The second Klan was a formal fraternal organization, with a national and state structure. At its peak in the mid-1920s, the organization included about 15% of the nation's eligible population, approximately 4–5 million men. Internal divisions and external opposition brought about a sharp decline in membership, which had dropped to about 30,000 by 1930. The Klan's popularity fell further during the Great Depression and World War II.

The name Ku Klux Klan has since been used by many independent groups opposing the Civil Rights Movement anddesegregation, especially in the 1950s and 1960s. During this period, they often forged alliances with Southern police departments, as in Birmingham, Alabama; or with governor's offices, as with George Wallace of Alabama.^[15] Several members of KKK groups were convicted of murder in the deaths of civil rights workers and children in the bombing of the 16th Street Baptist Church in Birmingham, the assassination of NAACP organizer Medgar Evers, and the murder of three civil rights workers. Today, researchers estimate that there may be approximately 150 Klan chapters with 5,000–8,000 members nationwide.

WOW, there were three klans? cool..i mean HORRIBLE!

this world...

It was a few hundred years ago, thank goodness they were all dead. Americans are safe..not really, in these years, there are still " terrorist"

*Singapore on March28

Well, do u remember about the p5 camps i have written like months ago? well that camp is for the teachers a.k.a the judges to judge us and see whether we are suitable to join the immersion to S'pore!

FOrtunately, I was chosen together with Felishia and Zennia to join the 2 week immersion. There were others of course too , the rest were chosen for only 1 week, which is the Sport School staying. For us, the 2 week people, we will be staying at S'pore and go live with a buddy in their apartment for one week while the rest go back to MEdan. To admit, i am really nervous with the buddy staying thingy, i mean, im not used to staying at a STRANGER's apartment for a week. I have a list of questions right now.

1. what if i dont like the food they served?

2. What if they treat my badly?

3.what if my buddy hates me?

4. Where will i sleep?

5. What if there are foods i am allergic too? ( as if! )

6. What if i cant meet my medanesse friends in the school?

7. What will i do at their school?

8. WHat if i got lost at their school?

9. What if i was teased?

10. what if the teachers there scolded me for...er..no reason?

11. What if the questions i asked really happened?

Most of the questions were answered during the p5 camp but they still remained unknown in my mind.....

Now, more questions are popping and my hands cant stop writing them but i succeed in stopping, really i am afraaaaid! im soo not used to it! Well at least i can meet my sassy girlfriends at DaQiao school, the school we will be going. Anyway, i searched 'bout it and the results are beloww:

Da Qiao Primary School is a Government-funded school that is currently located in Ang Mo Kio St 54. Da Qiao Primary School's history traces back to the 1936 when it served as a Chinese-medium public school.

[edit]History

Da Qiao Primary School originated in 1936 as a Chinese-medium public school to serve the education needs of the community. It was founded by members of a Hakka clan and was known as Tai Keou School (公立大侨学校) then. ‘大’ refers to ‘Dabu’, the province where the founding members came from, and ‘侨’ refers to the Chinese immigrants in Singapore at that time. Members of the Char Yong (Dabu) Association served as its Board of Directors.

The school was first located at North Bridge Road. After closing during the Japanese Occupation, the school re-opened at Lorong Tai Seng. It re-located to Jalan Paya in 1964 and functioned there until the end of 1980.

In 1981, Da Qiao Primary School was established as a government school in the residential estate of Ang Mo Kio. The school name ‘Da Qiao’, a Hanyu Pinyin version of Tai Keou, was chosen to perpetuate the name of the former Tai Keou School and to recognize the past contributions made to the school by members of the Char Yong (Dabu) Association.

The new school started operating in its new building at 10 Ang Mo Kio St 54 in January 1982 with 38 classes and a pupil enrolment of about 1200. The school was officially declared open by Mr Hwang Soo Jin, Deputy Speaker and Member of Parliament for Jalan Kayu on 22 July 1983. The first Principal was Mr Cheong Cheng Swee and the Vice Principal was Mr Ng Hing. Mr Cheong was succeeded by Mrs Christina Koh in 1992 and later, by Mr Lee Lam Hua in 1995.

As a result of PRIME, a Ministry of Education school rebuilding programme, Da Qiao Primary moved to its current campus at 8 Ang Mo Kio St 54 on 8 December 1999.

The new millennium marked another milestone in the history of the school when it merged with Chong Boon Primary on 1 Jan 2000 to form the present Da Qiao Primary. On 2 February 2002, the school celebrated its 21st Anniversary and the Official Opening of its new campus which was declared open by Mr Wee Siew Kim, Member of Parliament for Ang Mo Kio GRC. The new merged school was headed by Mrs Loh Meng Har since its inception until Dec 2006.

Basketball is the school niche in sports. The pupils also excel in South Park Trivia, Dance and Harmonica. They also perform well in the PSLE with results above National Average for all subjects.

Yeah i know u skipped the research part, like i did. I researched and pasted it here so that this post would look longer and...important i think. Didnt read it...lols

Well, im excited too.

* :D

Some girls, are really finding problems...*sigh, but i fine with that. Really immature girls especially those who get mads easily, acts like a monkey and the one that kept on torturing people. Thanks to them, my week started really interesting. :D

It interestingly happened this way, me and my mates were just all gathered in the toilet since Zennia wanted to tell us something,when we went out, this boy Joan just thrust Zennia an envelope and said " from someone". I wish he had said, from a monkey instead.

well all of us were excited , we helped Zennia tore it open and Ta raa, 2 pieces of paper scrawled with a terrible ugly handwriting that was impossible to read, we can make out ' evil mind, sassy girls, will you and some bad words..."

ckckckck,....how babyish...letters? wew. well mature girls now uses violence..wahahaah joke. We just tore it and me and Felishia each took one crumpled piece and we threw it infront of them happily and did some skipping. This aint acting, we really didnt care. like pls!

The second LOVE letter came and we didnt bother to read it, just tore it. Zennia spat on it and we made a big show of hurling it on the trash. Shieeran, the monkey, and our admirer a.k.a the writer of those LOVE letters covered her class window with some file so we cant see her, like who wants to see a monkey here? i'd rather go to the zoo where the monkeys are cuter and kinder. Then she just went out and pushed us, i pat her on the shoulder and said sweetly to her " shieeran, thanks for your love letter"

And she tried to push me. I dodged. She shouted badwords. Well, well...drunk monkey..

At lunch time, we discussed about it, well we are planning to revenge, not revenge-ing like what she has been doing, pushing, LOVE notes etc...we r jus going to annoy her. We called her name , she was sitting on the other table now, not with us together, with her gang, well if they were sitting with us, we wouldnt move. Anyway, after we called her and she gave us her grumpy kiss, we gave her a blow kiss. And that annoyed her.

And that made me happey, Her revenge was ( oh yes she revenged again, sigh, isnt she sooo pity? ckckckck) when me and Felishia was doing this embarrassing short play we created during lunch in the toilet, she told everyone to eavesdrop and dropped tissues from the other room. Its about a funny arguement about potatoes. But Ferry said it was nice.

whenever we met the monkey, we would give her a blown kiss or an ' i love you'.

Dismissal time, they stared at us, and we stared back. Felishia spotted a flower in the field and we ran to see it and Zennia accindentally bumped on them and wow, u should see thy're faces!!

ckckckck.....what did we even did to them? like hell, if thats what they want, i dont need them as friends..they are just bringing problems.

" selina we are your friends!"

Next day

" we hate you and your gang selina!"

i dont need betrayers girlies. Surrender. Surrender, thats my suggestion, i dont want u to suffer my 'friends'. Why mind us always? why bother us always? just think we are invisible, not part of your little selfish world. we wouldnt even want to be part of your drama.

So, if u hate us. Just leave us in peace yea? U bother us, means u care about us.

Your choice.

:DDD

* ......

Let's just say that this week is the worst week i ever had.

And its just the second day and there are already gossips about me and haters of mine.

And to tell the truth, i will be really glad to fly to Penang for 4 days.

On the early morning, one of my 'friend' had already gang up on us ( us means me, zennia, winny and felishia). With that gang of hers calling us f*****g b****es. Well, like we cared.

And then, i got the information from Winny about how alot of people says i m now selfish and everyone hates me, well sorry people, you may call me any names now, just give me some time for me to change. I didnt even know i had changed! Zennia says , the only changes in me was that my face was paler and i was now quiet..but that cant make people hate me right??

And some girls have just said they hated us and plan to do something to us. Phew, well girlies, just give up, you wont hurt us a little bit.

Well, about me having haters really did hurt me, and people saying i am now selfish did hurt me. And i almost cried at school. But i have to be strong, and that way, you win.

Even though this is not a competition...or is it??!

GAh, im now confused!

* My life...

sometimes...i wonder, why people are doing this to me. Betraying..., crtizising.....gossiping......breaking my heart...( friendship okay?)

Sometimes, i feel miserable and i seems to want to cry but i have to resist. But its really hard for me, and some people seems to make more rude comments. Like, " whahahahaha! you are now alone! noone likes you anymore!"

And what do i have to do, sometimes i smile and walk away, and some other times, i exclaim a "so what?" even though i knew it isnt true!

Yes i do have an enemy named Morine Agnes who keeps on butting in every business of mine and always start a gossip , this is what she wrote in fb.

"selina more jelek liked sampah . lu pun jelek dan mukamu udah kayak sampah"

"hey mukamu mirip sampah tolong besihkan mukamu amit deh"

Really weird, i didnt even did anything to her. She's the one who bothers me everyday at school. ckckckckc...immature people...But dont get me wrong! I am not the kind of person who is always picked, bullied, teased and alone. i do have some loyal fun friends who stand up for me but some is just some fake friendship which i try not to show i hate it.

One of my loyal friends started a rumor about who i liked which is untrue and she apologised. But some just wont admit. wew.

And my sister too, she kept on calling me names and we fought for countless times a day, its possible that we never touch each other for a week.

Mom, she's the best mom but sometimes she gets mad soo fast. About my temper and pouty face.

My teacher ( whom i wont mention) told me my grades were failing and i wasnt listening at class. She told me this everytime i couldnt answer just one question in my workbook, its getting on my nerves you know..., im trying, thats the truth.

I am trying in everything. Being the best friend, the best sister, best student , but everyone just thought i wasnt trying...

* School Life

Yes i know its too late to wish you this but well, me, always late for anything like yikes! i was a week late for returning the book "diary of a young girl" . Sheesh, well i better change this habit cause it always lead me to trouble...well enouh of trouble talking...

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By the way , well today i finally went to school. And i didnt really enjoy waking up at 6:30 , sleeping at car, surviving classes, getting homeworks, and having less time for free activities at home cause most of it were used for revising.

=(

aw...school life.

Well anyway, not much happened today ( like usual) except if you exaggerate normal stuffs that happened which i am going to do now since my head is now b-l-a-n-k.

1. There were no internet connection in IT time. Sheesh, which has been going this way for the past like 4 weeks? Dont know, lost count. I.T, the initials stands for ...for...for...dont know dont care! all i remebered is taht 'T' stands for Technology. And what are we doing instead? worksheets? crossword puzzles? sheesh, well i have to admit the crossword puzzle was fun and challenging. But i really miss internet at school! grr...they should get it fix asap!

wait a min, yep i got it wrong! internet, fixed. :), but another problem paid another visit, and its some outsiders fixing the AC. -.-

2. I "very accidentally" kicked Zennia's shoulder.

It happened at Music time. Tr.Reymun let us watch some Opera clips to differentiate songs to opera and well i think the vibration and high voices and POWER, agree??

Anyway, tr,reymun then asked some of us to try opera-ing with his tune in the keyboard and unluckily, i was chosen!

Oh god, opera...how...how...HOW??!!!! well i started slowly trying to get the tune and vibration and then when im done, Tr.Reymun told me to repeat. so i did and i heard Zennia laughing jokingly so i turned back to give her a playful kick in her feet like we always do to each other while she was sitting down but...oops! i accidentally kicked her shoulder instead and i guess a lil bit too hard. And because of me, zennia had to use ice pack for 2 periods and she didnt even made that a big deal. and she didnt even want me to apologise.. aww...how sweet of her. :)))))

3. Well, our P.E teacher was ABSENT. what the-, the subject i have been waiting for the whole day? really i needed some running and baseball.. gosh...i cant survive a week without a P.E period! teacher shouldnt be absent!

4. Teacher Quennie is backkk!!! Yay! we are really happy, finally no more " i am showered with scoldings and boredom is trapping me " days. She was still as happy as sunshine as usual, and didnt even got mad when she found out i didnt bring my Maths WB. and oh she changed her hairstyle, which is hard to spot a mile away.

we knew what happened since Felishia eavesdropped the conversation between Jerrick and Tr.Quennie. I really touched by the kindness of Tr.Quennie, even in this unbearable situation, she's still using her happy happy mood to us even though i know deep down inside she must be really hurt...

oh, Teacher Quennie, we love you very muchh!! :)))))))))))))))))))

* growing up quickly? i dont think so..

WHich do you prefer? grow up faster or enjoy your time as what you are?

Well, most people might say growing up faster but thats different to my option. I dont really want to grow up quickly, i want to cherish my wonderful childhood years. Why? i dont really know...its just that way....its just i wont have to worry about growing up thingy, crushes or boyfriends, dresses or gossips , relationships, etc..

as a child, i want to have fun being crazy, fooling around, having fun with friends who are tomboys (sassy girls, our club!) . Like exploring around the neighbourhood barefooted, or getting your toes in muddy grasses, plucking worms from plants, catching grasshopers, lying on grass, jumping from your home's stairs, etc..

If i was 4 years older, i bet none of us would be doing that kind of stuffs again, we would probably be gathered in a room with a gossip magazine in the middle while we " whisper whisper...have you heard about the newest couples??...shh!" .

Booring. But i bet i will find it interesting in 2014.

and maybe, we will start flirting, or start applying make up and get more interested in fashion.

ooh so totally not sassy girls, we were more interested in outdoors and animals. and i love it.

And, when we reached secondary 4, we will have to say goodbye to our beloved school and maybe be transferred to maybe s'pore or malaysia well who knows?!

aw...changes. I hate that word! changes changes changes, grr...you ruined everything!